*just you*

Thursday, May 29, 2008

1:48 PM;

I don't know what i'm doing...thinking of the word floating in my mind...its just not me...my decisions may be wrong...what if after the years passed, it turned out better than i expected? I noe its just my "pt of view"...but i canot be selfish...for tt...i'm at the losing end...i'll jus let it go...u noe what?

BE IT...

Let the song make me feel better...even though...it doesn't...
Maybe...this is what pple sae....

U HAVE NO CHOICE

Sunday, May 25, 2008

5:10 PM;

I had great fun at prep camp!!! even though i missed out everything on Sat :(
Fri was a short dae.....went to club, placed my bag, had lunch in club....waiting for freshies to come in....oh great!! onli one came - jus to hand up the indemnity form -_-"

After which, i went for mentoring....truthful to sae, i duno how to deal wiv the kids....but overall...it was okie.

Went back to sch for prep camp....had some briefing. They decided to come up wiv picking 2 individuals to try out the night walk. & KAI YI has jus to pick me!!! I'm the first to be pick sumore!!! *piak him la!* so i'm lke wad?!!! can't get sumone to walk wiv me??!! Mr president was reluctant to give in -_-" after much of my meis' persuasion, they decided to let me go.
okie....kinda unfair la....so i told them to put the slip of paper wiv my name on it, back into the "bag", told kai yi to pick again, if its me, i'll go for it....then its rine...thnx rine!!! =D ohoh!! the other person was alex!!! muahahas

We proceeded to our bunk, played some games, then lina, rick & edwin had some discussion most prob on the games & stuff, pple start to slp (including me)

I din feel slpy, jus tt when one has nth to do....one will start to stone....then fall aslp. Sleeping on 3 chairs line tgt was soooooo uncomfortable. when i open my eyes, wanting to wake up, half of my body hurts!! shoulders so stiff!!! damn pain la!!! everyone was making the lightstick, wore my pullover, walked towards them. crap la!!! i was shivering from head to toe which i was trying to control. Got myself out of the room....breathing in warm air feeling better.

Finally, the night walk preparation started. Lightsticks placed, all at their station. My station is yu ren & I. We waited quite long for them to come. Since our station & kenneth & dan's station were quite close. We waited tgt, our walkie talkie weren't working quite well though.

Oh My Gosh!!! Alex came!!! hiding at my area waiting for them to come....BOO!!! saw sumone jumping, not sure who....then i realise SHIT!! not alex -_-" its KAI YI!! oh man!! then alex laughed at me -_-" >ruin my plan!!<>

Then rine called dan, he pass the phone to me, rine said she's lost, can't fine the lightstick. But she found it in the end. rine passed kenneth's station then mine....same thing is did. She seems calm even though she so called 'moved her shoulders'. I assume she wasn't freaked out at all. Night walk's over, all of us had debrief...was laughing la =D

went bathing wiv the gurls...hahas...so fun!!
Looking at the time....i onli hav 15 mins to slp. ben became my human clock, while my hp became my machine clock. sry to rine & rick....woke u up from ur slp....jus to accompany me for breakfast :) kenneth & yu ren & ben came wiv us too!!

I had tau huey & you tiao!! the tao huey not vv nice la....but you tiao vv nice!! others ordered their food & we start makaning. Then they ta bao food back while i went off for training. The training vv boring...i dozed off to slp....kena by a few pple waking me up :(

After training, tot they are still playing games. In the end, they finish alr, waiting for debrief. Then went bathing & went for dinner while wen, yu ren & rick went hm. went ps for dinner, i din eat, jus watch glendon, lina & edwin eat. i feel so tired la.

Went hm....walk ard lke zombie then fell aslp.

woke up ard 11am...but still dun wanna get outta bed....then fell aslp...woke up again at 12nn wiv headache, still dun wanna get outta bed. Fell aslp again...till 3pm....i woke up....shit....now bad headache....force myself to get out of bed. Had my "breakfast", then watched television programmes.

Can't wait for nxt wk actual camp!!! Oh, jus rmbred i hav training again....wait for me pple!! Do update on wad i've missed out ya??

*sweet madness*