Thursday, February 22, 2007

8:28 PM;

So pissed wiv my brother....he attempted to kill me....i finished my dinner & was holding my utensils walking to the basin....my idiotic brother stretched out his leg on the purpose to trip me....how nice!!! >good thing i did not fall<

readers may think he's lke...playing wiv me....ehem...ya ya ya...of all things he did to me....i hate him to the core....such a pest.

Doing everything he can to piss me off....& i hav to help him do stuff....sickening asshole.
He's an angel in front of my parents & devil in front of me.

He's the one who cause my left leg to be bend a little if anyone notice it. I have bruises on my body....wad an attacker. I'm onli controlling myself from doing anything rash. I definitely dun wanna end up being a murderer.

I'm still in the darkness, waiting for tt teeny weeny light to appear. I'm all so stuck at the bottom, but hav to be strong & nvr to give up.

Life will turn ard i guess...somehow...i jus gotta be true to myself & tt's all i've got to do.







Friday, February 16, 2007

11:41 PM;

todae went out wiv cussie to get her stuff & make-up.
As i was shopping ard, felt a bad headache....so pain....aiyo. But manage to bear wiv it the whole dae.

The headache is still continuing now. aiyo....dun feel lke typing now. but i feel abit better though, after taking panadol.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY !!!







Wednesday, February 14, 2007

1:51 AM;

HAPPY V'DAE to EVERYBODY!!!

argh!!! i still haven write my letter....shit! lol

todae is v'dae! actuali i'm feeling neutral abt....cos v'dae is not all jus abt spending time wiv the person u lke or luv...but u can spend it wiv ur loved ones eg: family & frens!!

i finali bot my cny clothes....onli the top...looks red....looks pink...anyways, its pink, tt's wad the tag saes....lol

aiyo...lazy to type more...
byezz!!







Sunday, February 11, 2007

9:54 PM;

cny is lke soooo near & i haven bot my new yr clothes...lolx
tis yr seems so weird....cos i dunid to go sch celebrate...man i miss those cny concerts...although the starting of the concert always seems so boring...hahas.

i jus rmbred, i haven done my letter yet...darn!! Grr!! hav to do...but...wads gona be the content?! Argh!! i duno!!

These few daes jus spend time in front of the com watching youtube videos...thnx char!!! the videos are vv funni!! ahahas

okie...gtg...bye bye!!







Thursday, February 08, 2007

5:18 PM;

angry again!! tis time wiv my brother!!

Both my mom & brother went out together....so i was watching youtube videos....then ard in the evening, sumone was fiddling wiv the lock....tot was robber!! okie...one time fiddling wiv the lock is lke okie...cos it cld be the wind...but too many times....its not normal. I went to look thru the door hole. Can't see the person...tot was sum blanket tt was hanged to dry outside. After continuous looking & staring thru the door hole. It looked lke a person. Tot was sum pple checking the electricity thing...but the thing is. Tt person din move & worse of all, i can't c the face, cos the metal grill was blocking it. I was lke wa lao ehs...can move abit anot, let me c ur face. tt person din move...hmm...okie fine...but the sound of the fiddling wiv the lock was continuous, of cos btw intervals....my heart was beating damn fast.

So 1st thing is to call pple...wanted to call my bro's phone...but he changed his no recently & i dun hav his no....so fine, call my dad's, & of all things, he din pick it up. I was lke SHIT!!

HOW HOW HOW?!

Then called my uncle...he said he'll cum over to hav a look wad happen.

then heard the lock sound was opened, okie i'm doomed...but heard the keys sound. i was lke...aey? izzit one of my family members cum home? i was vv confused on wad to do. actuali tot of holding a chopper in my hand & another weapon in the other. Scared lke hell la!!

then saw my mother....phew....so it was my bro & mom. I was lke....cool !! my mom & bro scared away the robber izzit? ask mom a few qns...i was lke....wa lao ehs...cos my mom went to buy stuff & my bro came up & waited outside our door cos he dun hav the keys. So my bro was fiddling wiv the lock....Grr!! i was so damn freakin' scared. Stupid brother!!!

I've to call my uncle & tell him dunid alr...so paiseh la. He even came our hse to ask wad happen even though i told him everything was okie. Aiyo, heard my mom sae tt he jus reach his office then i called, then he came all the way here to make sure i was safe.

Soooooooo embarrassing !! aiyo!!! i seriously hav no face to c him.
so paiseh!!!
who sae having brothers are great? yea, its great, but definitely not my stupid pig bruuuuther.
Din even apologise!! chicken mcnugget la...i'm still freakin' out.

wad cause me to think it was a robber? well....cos pple steal my >ehem<...so i sorta link them together.







Wednesday, February 07, 2007

11:15 PM;

wa lao ehs!! so pissed off by my mother !! tok to her fren over the phone is fine. But she shldn't hav sat on my papers lo!! those are my attachment papers stuff leh!! Damn angry la!!!....my papers were folded lo!! tell alr, she jus push the papers further causing more folds on the papers. & she continue to tok over the phone. Damn her la!!!

Din even apologise....sit on my papers!! wa lao ehs!! i feel tt my papers are so unlucky & disgusted lo...her BUTT & my papers!! How NICE!!!

If any unlucky thing happen to me on the 1st dae...she'd be the 1st to get scolding from me!! She can scold & scream at me & yet when i do tt, she sae i dun hav respect 4 her. Lets jus sae, did she ever show me respect?! lke NO!!

After she's done wiv her rattling over the phone, i'm sooooo going to question her lke i've nvr done it before....

No mood for stuff....freakin' pissed off!!







Tuesday, February 06, 2007

2:48 PM;

last nite i went to St Joseph Church....finali found out tt its ard Bugis tt area. i went wiv my frens, met alotta teachers, current students & ex-IJ gals. but none from my own class (sec 3 or sec 4).

yeah!! i've got sum of my teachers' numbers....tt'll be fun! cos we can ask them out for dinner & attend their classes. One of the teachers sae tt we've got to wear uniform & go according to the sch rules...lolz

but..but...my mom give them away....so diaoz rite? not even one left...haiyo!! (shake head)

saw Mrs Low...aiyo, her face sooooo pale. Its so sad. Sigh, poor thing. Saw gayle nerva...hmm...okie, still quite weird & fake.

When i was tapping my card to get out, then sumone tapped my back. tot who man...ahahas...its FARHANA!!! lolx....so funni rite?

It was sweet of her to walk me to my door step....hehes...thnx!!


A prayer for Mrs Low & her family

Holy Mary,
help those in need,
give strength to the weak,
comfort the sorrowful,
pray for God's people,
assist the clergy,
intercede for all people.
Mary all who seek your help
experience your unfailing protection.
Amen.







Monday, February 05, 2007

11:43 AM;

i receive a sms from my fren tt 1 of my sec sch teacher's husband died in a sailing accident last nite. The news was reali shocking & i wonder how is she & her family. wanna go for the wake but heard its at St Joseph Church....but the thing is there are 2 of them...so i guess i'm still waiting for information from my frens.

Frens of mine ain't feeling any better, whether izzit sec or poly frens. Hope they are feeling better in a way.

I've gotta apologise to a person...i'm not sure if he's the kinda person who is sensitive & keep things to himself or those reali easy-going ones....well....i said sth wrong...but at tt time his voice din seem to be angry....but after noeing more on his character thru' my other fren...think i'll sae sry to him. I sms him but think he too lazy to reply. Hope tt he forgives me, not tt i sae anything real bad or wad...but apologising is better than not apologising.

Alrite, i'll end off here.
*prayers*







Saturday, February 03, 2007

10:58 PM;

crap la !!! I hate those pple who steal pple's bra....wtf la!! its not the 1st time alr....damn it la...old ones & new ones(worn onli 1 time) also wan to steal. Damn the person la...hope u will be unlucky foreva. then kena my mom's scolding...ehem...not scold the person who steal kaes...she scold me for wearing it to the chalet then causing the bra being stolen & those stuff ain't cheap.

But hey! its not my fault lo....Grr!!! Tt freakin' shit! F*** la! I'm totali pissed off by tt person...Damn him/her!!

to tt asshole : u're totali out of ur mind! Mind u! I'm not as rich as u think so...u think its cheap to buy them izzit?! If u are so obsessed wiv undergarments, go to those undergarments shop to steal la!!! more varieties 4 u to choose anyway! If i found out who did it....i'll slap u lke i've nvr slap anyone before, i'll use a suction machine to suck ur internal organs out, i'll boil u in hot water !!! I'll disgrace u by exposing u thru' the media!! I'll make sure u hav ur body ripped apart!! I'll use needles to poke u from top to toe till u bleed!!!
U freakin' PERVERT!!!!

I'm pointing middle fingers at u !!! & I dun give a DAMN!!!!








12:25 AM;

ok.........lets c.....its been quite a long time since i wrote in my blog...yea...i'm still stuck in year 2006 rite?

ahahas....kk....well....i've done my ICAs...but dun think its a good one, but hope at least i pass than i fail rite? so after my ICAs, our class organise a chalet, i've had alotta fun, reali, we celebrated joy's & boon chye's b'dae! On the 1st dae of chalet - 29/1/2007, not alotta pple came but more, compared to the previous one.

On the 2nd dae, we went shopping !!! i bot a bag which i tot was nice, pretty & cute. Then we came bac to hav BBQ......oh oh, we had a short circuit, think becos we are lke "playing" wiv the switches. My ever 1st time playing mahjiong in the dark, i also duno wads wiv me, keep losing until the last game i played. Cheok & Ogy damn good la, lke keep winning, the gals seems to be losing lo....aiyo.

Then, after i bath, the gals were toking & all, then the guys came in lying on the mattresses....& they started the ghost stories thing....yea....it did freak me out....lolz

Wad?! i scared wad! canot izzit? Everyone hav their own fears, so do I.

Man! y do pple lke to hit my head...vv nice meh? I dun lke leh...aiya...jus dun touch can alr...cos u nvr noe if its too hard anot.

Oh abt todae's event....yeap, i went to east coast park to attend my fren's fren's company "party", cos my fren sae no one accompany her, so i accompany her lo....i had fun !! But stress....those senior or u can sae the head pple of the team are saeing those "encouraging" words which are damn fake la. Basicali tis company is selling health products...& i ask ard & they sae tt they earn $$ thru' commission, no basic salary. I was lke...er.....okie.

I guess it lo....they wan to drag as many pple in the company to work for them. wadeva la...realistic pple....tt's my conclusion. okok....i hav to thank those pple la....i reali hav fun...but hor y those head pple smoke arhs? & they all hav tattoos! lke ah beng lke tt!! but they are nice la....okie la....but jus quite fake though.

I'm still making a conclusion on my fren's fren's character....tis person is nice & fun la, but tis person told my fren to bring as many pple as possible & plus wad happen todae...its does makes me wonder if i can let tis person enter my circle categorised as >frens<, still stuck in btw the trust & not trustworthy line.

itp starting....hope everything is neat!!

Ciaoz !!

show & prove to me tt i can trust u....

>good judgement comes from experience - usually experience comes from poor judgement<









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