Sunday, December 31, 2006

3:28 AM;

looking at the time & date now...its the last sae of 2006. Resolutions? the same old stuff i guess, eg> get good grades & blah blah blah. Not planning to make any goals cos i dun reali reach them anyway.

wad shld i sae...wad a year !!

Graduated from my sec sch...can't wait for poly life to start. The type of courses i wana choose...still rmbr, i wana take up psychology or sth to do wiv science...oh well, results are not lke flying colors, so gotta think properly before i make any choices, dun wana waste any of my those >12 positions<>

After gg to the open hse of most of the poly, i wrote down sum courses i wana take up. With the help & advice of my cousins. The SP lecs did help me too...in a way, cos they explain the course to me in patience. wana thank 1 SP male teacher...he teaches in sum science course. i mean all or maybe most poly teachers will try to sorta persuade u to cum to their sch or sth. But this teacher did not. The story starts wiv him explaining the science courses, i wanted to take bio-medical. But cos of my results, i hav a low possibility of getting in. The teacher told me tt if i'm reali keen on studying tis subject, i shld try RP, as the pts for tt course is higher (alot more pts). I was kinda shocked, wow!! Then he also told me not to waste my 12 positions, mus think carefully & mus also hav interest in the course tt i choose. He reali left me a vivid & good impression of him. wish u all the best, sir !!

I filled in the last 9 positions alr...left the 1st 3 courses, duno in which order to put > DMTM, bioengineering & business course - HR.

Business course - dry & can be boring.
Bioengineering - not bad, i lke it, but thinkin' tt if i get in, i may the onli gal in class...so i scared too.
DMTM - consists of biz & marine stuff, at least more fun than biz course & more galfrens. So i guess i'll put it as 1st choice :)

The most bad attitude lec cums from NYP, onli 1 lec (female), was telling me abt sum biz stuff, she's got totali no patience & her tone is bad. was pissed off by her.

Oh, mus sae tt SMA lec who explain to me abt the courses...from wad i rmbr, he kept emphasizing on how much $$$ we'll earn if we choose tis course...i was lke...diaoz. He also cheated my feelings, din tell me nid to get wet, go into the sea & jump from the jetty - lke commiting suicide lo. Din noe till we went to poly marina to look ard & all. Then the botak lec tell us mus do all tt...i was lke...die la !! scared of heights leh -_- stupid lec nvr tell me, if i've known, i won't put it as my 1st choice lo.

The excitement sitting in front of the laptop to find out which poly & which course i'm gg. i was jumpin' ard at home once i got my 1st choice.

Think its the enrolment dae, saw dine dine & her mom. saw wen & her dad. So good sia, i alone lo...sob..sob...went to wad the SP pple sae, to go up to duno wad level to hav a view of the ccas tt SP has. went up, took a paper (camp for sma), sat beside a quiet gal, look at her paper, in fact peeping la, see which sch she's from...hahas. 1st qn tt i asked her was - nid $$ anot? (pointing to the paper). Then she sae duno...hehes, started a conversation wiv her, got to noe her better - xue qing. Then wen so happen to sit beside her, ask qing to ask her which course shes from, cos she wearing a yellow lanyard. Cool man !! she also same course. So we went ard to c & look at the ccas. din join any camps, but ltr, found out tt qing wan to join camps but no one go wiv her...ahahas, i was asking her y din tell me, then she sae cos me & wen dun wan go join camp, besides she's workin' too....lolz

Yeap....all start to fit into sch & forming cliques. Jus so happen our 2 classes are lke either boys or gals cliques...hees
found out i'm the onli gal from gal's sch...weird.
the >SABRINAaaaaa<...aiyo, now thinkin' of it, shivers my spine, not tt i scared la, but sae until vv mushy...can't take it...hahas

then the face turn red incident tt caused misunderstandings & rumors...alamak, i actuali hav pple asking me if i reali lke tt person...i was lke...wth......diaoz lo, onli fren kaes, sumore din tok to him much. Guadually, suddenly hav guys link to me...ehem, not i link one kaes? my frens. Kena pple call me auntie also....tt SR la !! he's the culprit !!!

wana thank claire for organising b'dae surprise for me...was reali touched. Thnx :)

Can u believe it? wad an irony !! due to the sea activites & camp, i started to lke my course. Amazing sia...till now i still can't believe it. 1 thing i hate till now...those IT courses i hav to take. They are driving me crazy, i seriously dun lke anything to do wiv IT, i think i'll nvr understand y pple invented IT for, yea yea, for convenience. But to me, its INCONVENIENCE !! Aiya can pass can alr la...dun ask for much.

Now having my 3 weeks of hols, 2 weeks passed, & i still hav assignments & projects haven finish doing...chicken mcnugget la....zee dan gao (direct translation-chicken egg cake) !!!

wana thank alot of pple...duno where to start, maybe wana thank all my frens. Pple whom i noe & they duno me, pple whom i duno but noe me...hahas - drama mama
wan to thank sec sch teachers - groom me, watch me grow up & taught me alotta stuff >I luv all of u !!< & SP lecs esp - Capt Lee Sang Chiat, sry to call u at such a late time...paiseh :P

to sec sch frens...we mus continue to keep contact kaes ?
to 1 of my clique in sec sch - the dist btw the 4 of us is getting vv far, too far, afraid tt when i c u all, the feeling is diff - lke a hi & bye fren. lost contact wiv 1 of my clique member. The other 2 in CJC. me in poly....its been ard 2 years since we met, in fact we hardly tok. when can we meet up? i duno, all of us are busy wiv ur life & sch. Perhaps we'll meet each other in places we'll nvr imagine. Wad is the 1st qn i'm gonna ask if i meet anyone of u? wad will be my 1st reaction & feelings? will i cry & give u a hug or treat u lke strangers?
sec sch frens - can't describe how much i miss u all, onli able to noe how well u all doin' thru the friendster pics u all put up.

Any other way, wish everyone happy, healthy, a positive mindset, loadsa luck, success, learn to trust, full of luv (dunid to be those bgr), pretty aka handsome, a sense of direction of where one is gg....hav alot...but can't rmbr. As for now, yups...tt's all. Oh Oh - all the best too !!

Think....maybe, tis may be the last post of 2006.
May 2006 grab hold of all the bad luck & troubles & worries & tears & fears...all the bad stuff, make sure no bad stuff is brought into year 2007.

Actuali i still hav alotta stuff to type...but i nid to go slp...cya in 2007 !!!
probably the last *hugs & kisses* i'm giving u all !! So hold on to them cos they are limited edition !! lolz

Ciaoz !! C U IN 2007 !!
>MUACKS<







Tuesday, December 26, 2006

11:34 PM;

lets start wiv yestd. I went out wiv my poly frens 4 dinner on Christmas at plaza sing. I had swensens...we ordered 4 diff kinda dishes...all taste great !! Nice ice-cream too !! The weather was good, at least it din rain. thnx rine 4 the pressie !!

todae i went out wiv my sec frenz....was laughing & toking all the way. Went 2 pepper lunch to hav dinner...actuali the food is okie la, except i din reali lke pepper...good thing the food is not so overly peppery....if not i will be choking to death man !! lolx
sumore sum one looks lke indonesian sia...hahas...okok, i was jus pulling ur leg XD

oh ya !! Ben was cute man, so gentleman & so nice. We 'bully' him he's also fine wiv it...his cheeks are soooooo nice to pinch...he's a great kid. His future gf or wife mus be reali 'xin fu' man, provided he maintain his this kinda character jus lke he is now.

tmrw is an early dae man...but now hav to do hw....ewww

buai buai !!








Sunday, December 24, 2006

11:18 PM;

oh well...tot christmas will be cool & all....in the end, all was a total mess up. So guess we're having a gals party, well...from the numbers i hav now, it seems tt all are gals while there is onli 1 guy....so maybe we jus go out together as 4 pple. cos its kinda weird to hav all gals & 1 boy...jus weird.

Alrite...we're gg out as 4 sexay babes !! WooHoo !! now the prob is to find sum place where we can hav a quiet & peaceful dinner.

Ciaoz XD

Before i forget.

MERRY X'MAS !!!
GOD BLESS !!







Friday, December 22, 2006

10:40 PM;

todae went to alexandra hospital to visit ming yi aka bro, took quite a time walking into those forest areas to reach the information counter, saw his mom & him. He look quite good, smiling & toking crap. He had sum op on his right knee ligament. He shld be discharged tmrw.

hmm....wonder how he gg to bath & to the toilet...so tiring & painful. Well....hope he'll recover soon & fast !!!

This christmas is so boring & busy(sorta), gotta do a/cs stuff...tt totali sucks !! >pui!!<

anyways, i shared cotton candy wiv xue....so yummy & fluffy !! But it hardens quite fast. Cotton candy does brings me bac to childhood. Not tt i ate alotta, but to me, cotton candy = no troubles, simple & happy. xue bought a pair of jeans & i bought a pair of three-quarter jeans, i lke it alot, xue saes it looks nice....but the staff there sucks, bad attitude. I feel so stressful, all the bad & unpleasant faces they show to us was not nice at all.
Conclusion - BAD SERVICE !!! :(







Wednesday, December 20, 2006

11:33 AM;

In the last Sun & yestd i went to tiong bahru to Boys Brigade to help out, it is organised by smac.....oh well, overall its both busy & slack. Throughout these 2 daes, it has been raining lke cats & dogs....grr !! Freezing Cold lke dun wad sia :(

Makes it all so difficult to go out, hav to think wad kinda shoes to wear cos they will get wet....kinda troublesome. Then hav to bring umbrella....aiyo....the sky is kinda naughty recently. okok, about the BB thingy, my department on Sun is to move packets of rice, then yestd was lke a mixture of stuff, moving rice, oil & miscellaneous. Overall, not bad. Oh ya, i gotta comment on the food i ate at the hawker. OMG !! the fried rice i ate is freakin' salty, the uncle mus hav tot tt i nvr eaten salt before, i feel lke i'm eating spoonful of salt. i'm gonna die soon if i continue to eat lke tt.

Yestd during our BB helpout, rine kena by pple....hahas, tot she will defend herself...but surprisingly she din....well...weird? kk, dun make fun of her alr. After our BB thing, me & nana bid good-bye to rine. Then we sat off to ps. Bought reali nice cookies....i mus sae i'm a BIG fan of subway cookies. After tt, we went to carls junior to hav our dinner, the burger is good & is darn big lke duno wad sia, free flow of drinks, & a pack of fries. The salsa sauce is one of my fav too !! But i can't finish my burger...& will prolly not eat fast food these few months or daes or weeks cos i'm too sick of burgers.....scared alr. But tt doesn't mean i will nvr eat burgers in my whole life, jus tt i'll stop burgers gg into my mouth for the time being...lolx
Was laughing & toking lke 2 lil' bitchy gals. I think everyone at carls junior can hear wad we sae & we're indeed making noise pollution.

Who cares man !!

hmm....guess tt's all
Ciaoz
CYA !!







Saturday, December 16, 2006

12:26 PM;

YOYOYO!!! hahas

Yestd was 1 of the best dae of fun u noe !! i went kayaking with my frens at East Coast Park (ECP) !! Sooooooo fun !!
It all started with gg to poly marina to hav sum lessons, my class had sum launching life-raft revision while the other class had the ropes revision.

I had great fun during lessons, me & nana was hitting barney. 1st time we hit him, the response was "Ah Do! Ah Do! Ah Do!" 2nd time was "Ah Doooooooooooooooooooo!!" hahas, both of us were laughing lke crazy. Then during the practical, capt sahwan told us tt barney lke gals to hit him. We're asking "y?" capt sahwan saes " cos he sae Ah Do, by rite its Ah Doi"...then we're lke...oooohhh, ic...but who cares, we continue to hit him...lolx

Then joy, nana & me hit trey too !! hahas i think sahwan was beside trey, so trey dun dare to hit us back, even if he does so, we'll hit him even harder.

After class, we all went to makan (prata shop), i had 2 plain prata & ice milo, while the others makan bee hoon goreng. Aiyo, joy, wen & qing can't cum :/
to qing-mus tc of urself, aiyo, fall sick...hmm...rest rest rest is all u nid !! :)

Then we bid goodbye to them (hugs & hand movements). The guys were lke giving the kinda expression - wah, dunid so exaggerating. Heard edwin sae, "u're gg to see each other again la"...hahas Qing vv strong sia, hug & shake me...hehes, i was fighting for air sia, u noe la, she tall & i ehem.....lolx

After tt we travel by bus. Oh ya, 4got to sae who went. Guys-jem, trey, ming yi, boon, edwin, leo & vig(mit us at a ltr time). Gals-joo, rine, nana & me !!
[wen, qing & joy were there too(spiritually)] *grinning*

Oh well, of all things i've got "tt thing"...aiyo, spoil all the fun la, so i was still thinking on whether to roller-blade or kayak. Tt stupid trey la !! sae wat !! "put 5 pads"...the gals were lke, omg !!
-_-" u go put it urself la !! diaoz hahas

Me & ming yi was sitting wiv each other listening to mp3, i was sitting in an uncomfortable way, cos was afraid i will lke knock him or sth (bus do jerk alil'). jem was commenting on how stiff i was...hahas

kinda cool gg out wiv my 2 bros, seems lke 1st time gg out wiv them, fun sia !!
It was bad luck when we reached there, Miss Rain decided to make her entrance at ECP. Had to wait 4 her to stop. Then i was thinking, everyone is gg to kayak except me, so i'll be sitting down & looking at them having fun, so i decided to go for it, although i noe its gonna be dirty, but i dun give a damn man !!

KAYAKING, HERE I COME !!!

I chose the turquoise one, thnx joo for letting me hav it, cos she wanted tt colour too. So i sat on the duno wat its called, then edwin helped to pulled me to the sea direction...hahas, fun sia.

So everyone was kayaking on the sea, at 1st was ok, but my strength was vv limited, right hand's battery was still on while left hand died down long ago. rine was encouraging me man !! nice nice XD

Suddenly, Miss Rain decided to appear again. i was lke shit !! I can't see anything, my eyes hurts lke duno wat. All so salty, i can onli hear rine's voice sia. Thnk goodness lightning din appear, maybe missy rain persuaded Mr Lightning not to appear, cos sabrina the teenage witch was there on the sea, if sabrina was gg to be killed by lightning, the witch council is gg to sue Mr Lightning real bad !! hahas
Poor nana, had cramp during rain in the 'middle' of the sea. Jem & trey accompanied her to shore. Hope she's doin fine now.

Phew, missy rain went to take a nap. We're all having fun again. Time's up ! we hav to kayak back to shore. i was lke OMG !!! too tired !! dying!! even rine's encouragement din work...sigh
anyways, still hav to do it.
FINALLY reached shore, being a 1st timer, duno how to stop the damn thing, then the wave jus push me aground. i sorta climbed out clumsily, as i stood up, the stupid wave came & push the boat thing, & it came knocking real hard on both of my legs...OUCH !!

Then, before i can take any action, another wave came & retreat. The retreat part was bad, the wave was dragging my boat away, afraid tt it will go to the sea, without using my brains, i kneeled down crashing my leg bones on it.
BAD BAD BAD !!!! Both my legs hav blue-blacks, 2 bumps was created(1 big, 1 small). Pain lo !! :/ plus 2 dots of blood. Freak!!

Me & rine went to clean up while the others play wiv the sand & water. Walking ard in search of pathetic bathrooms. How nice. In the end, came bac & use the shower thing, i was the longest (as usual)...hahas

The rest went off 1st, leaving ming yi, me & rine. Walk & talk along the way. Then a kid came wiv his bike, asking ming yi qns, tot was jus askin sum evaluation qns or sth. Still rmbred he asked abt his height & age, but once he ask ming yi's shoe size, sth was wrong. But we managed to get rid of him. Thinking of tt kid reali send shivers down my bac, he's jus too weird !! maybe he's too lonely, wana make new frens or sth. Tok alot of stuff along the way, alotta diff topics, but was quite fun. Went to macs, i had my yummy choc sundae !! :P

Took a taxi home with them, rine's 1st, my place then ming yi's. I'll pass u(m.y.) the towel as soon as possible after i wash it la...no wry :D

Supposedly to go online, but was too tired, slept all the way till todae. I think i nid to go up in the gym to work on my fitness or sth, if not i dun think i can kayak for long. Now my sexay shoulders & arms ache, my legs hurts !!! But i'm still keen on gg to kayak the nxt time !! (mus remind myself to bring sun-block, dun wana get tan)

i think tt's all i've gotta sae,
Ciaoz !!
*aching hot bod*
>sttw<

Never be afraid to try sth new...rmbr, amateurs built the ark...professionals built the Titanic....







Wednesday, December 13, 2006

11:58 PM;

Todae makes me go crazy sia, a/c project meeting is cancelled, so after my gems, i went to meet nana & qing to do the engineering test. I'm havin' cramps again, tt's bad. Kinda worried tt i can't go ECP sia...hope i'll feel better. But the onli stuff i can probably do is roller-skating. I'll see 1st la, if i reali canot go ECP, then i'll go hm & rest.

Then rush to T4 to do the engineer thing, then engineer people there...hahas, can ask them qns. But i din ask them la, i ask nana & boon instead. Dun be mistaken, boon wasn't wiv us, we ask him online...muahahas. Thnx boon !!!

Pathetic man, almost everydae 8am start lesson, duno wads wrong wiv the person planning the time-tables, his brain cranky izzit? crazy one la !! 8 in the morning leh, its not lke 10am or wad lo !!! diaoz -_-" I dun lke a single bit of the time-table.

Oh pls, pls, pls, dun give any more project work or individual assignment, cos i'll reali go crazy. i'm imagining myself doin loads of work during the 3 weeks of the holi, or shld i sae having sch at home?

Alritey !!
Ciaoz! XD

3 things never return -- the past, a neglected opportunity, and the spoken word.







Tuesday, December 12, 2006

9:18 PM;

Feeling better now compared to yestd, can't imagine I vomited in sch yestd. My frens were there to care, encourage & support me...so niciee !!! Tot after i vomited i'll be ok. But after i went home, i was lying in bed, dying, then had a bad fever, then feel lke vomiting again. But thnx to my frens cos they accompany me to wait till my dad cums & drive me home. Felt kinda bad tt they have to wait for me.

To mei - hey gal, i noe its quite impossible to forget tt person, but i guess jus let the nature flows? Thinking abt it doesn't help, the op will be successful, its not those dangerous kind, so dun wry kaes?

Todae, was feeling much better, barney-still the same, a funni kid. Cliff was crazy too, cos both cliff & nana were toking. Then the teacher was toking suddenly, they were lke " wait! wait! wait! sae again?! " I was lke saeing " Chill la !! teacher haven even sae anything yet ! " hahas

Sigh....more projects & assignments are cumin' up...gg crazy :$

I'm still having a vv mixed & confused feeling abt my this fren, or shld i sae not as close as before anymore. blah, blah, blah.

Ciaoz !!!










Saturday, December 09, 2006

1:01 PM;

yestd, i went to poly marina. oh yes, the cameraman was filming us doin our practical...hahas, kinda funni. i reali enjoyed it, although the lec is abit harsh, i understand, cos the cameraman is filming so lec gotta ensure tt everything is gg on fine.

Barney was reali funni, he was using the pipe to wash the bottom of the life-raft then the cameraman was filming him washing it, then after a while, the cameraman walked away, i guess he's done wiv the filming of barney. Then barney suddenly asked " finished filming alr arhs? film sumore leh, then he continued to wash..." The funni thing is tt the cameraman was lke filming barney again...hahas, barney was happi man. All of us laugh at him...hehes

After our pract & lessons, wen, rine & me went to hav our lunch at clementi. dine & joo went to queenstown to buy sth, qing & na went bac campus to do their project work. I had mee pok wiv minced meat & mushrooms...the minced meat & mushrooms are jus not enough...noodles too much alr. Then i went to SP to mit qing & na. Reali got nth to do, so jus tag along. Yeap, met their grp members...hmm...find him quite A-rated...eww

Then went to watch the squash competition & i met a new fren !!! She's a great gal !!

Nowadays, things are jus not right, i duno when it started, jus the feeling......







Tuesday, December 05, 2006

8:18 PM;

reach home...tot can rest....then my mom switch on the tv volume too loud...ask her to lower the volume, she dun wan, instead she switch on the volume even louder. ok....she's gg too far, unreasonable person....wadeva, i can't let her do such unreasonable stuff, not gg to give in, i was always being accused of doin' things tt i din do, shes too much. yea yea...to think i'm in my teens alr, she hit me and its not once. Tt is cos i switch off the volume, u may think its too much. But hey !! My mom switch off the tv alot of times when i was watching halfway & she took the control & change the channels to the ones she wana watch...wth......

Immature $^%fvh)bu676ECF%%fjyfcgcyd@hcytd1$*&^&+ojrtd*`";uqy&#!!!!!
Get off me !! Get lost !!! Totally pissed off by her...grr!!!
she is so freaking irritating, dun tell me try to give in, dun tell me all the stuff...how can i forgive her for all the stuff tt she did?! NO WAY !!!







Sunday, December 03, 2006

10:35 PM;

I'm having headache these few weeks & it sucks !!
Had blister on my foot too...sigh
But hope everything turns out fine as days pass, hope everyone is feeling alrite & i guess thinking negatively can reali kill. Independent is the word we all nid to learn from, pple can't be surrounding u foreva, its a must to be independent, it'll be difficult but try.
Rmbr, if one is gonna live a life lke tt...others will probably shake their head & walk away...tt poor thing will be rottin' in his/her world.
Say i'm heartless but its a fact...guess we all gotta be realistic.







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