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Sunday, December 31, 2006

3:28 AM;

looking at the time & date now...its the last sae of 2006. Resolutions? the same old stuff i guess, eg> get good grades & blah blah blah. Not planning to make any goals cos i dun reali reach them anyway.

wad shld i sae...wad a year !!

Graduated from my sec sch...can't wait for poly life to start. The type of courses i wana choose...still rmbr, i wana take up psychology or sth to do wiv science...oh well, results are not lke flying colors, so gotta think properly before i make any choices, dun wana waste any of my those >12 positions<>

After gg to the open hse of most of the poly, i wrote down sum courses i wana take up. With the help & advice of my cousins. The SP lecs did help me too...in a way, cos they explain the course to me in patience. wana thank 1 SP male teacher...he teaches in sum science course. i mean all or maybe most poly teachers will try to sorta persuade u to cum to their sch or sth. But this teacher did not. The story starts wiv him explaining the science courses, i wanted to take bio-medical. But cos of my results, i hav a low possibility of getting in. The teacher told me tt if i'm reali keen on studying tis subject, i shld try RP, as the pts for tt course is higher (alot more pts). I was kinda shocked, wow!! Then he also told me not to waste my 12 positions, mus think carefully & mus also hav interest in the course tt i choose. He reali left me a vivid & good impression of him. wish u all the best, sir !!

I filled in the last 9 positions alr...left the 1st 3 courses, duno in which order to put > DMTM, bioengineering & business course - HR.

Business course - dry & can be boring.
Bioengineering - not bad, i lke it, but thinkin' tt if i get in, i may the onli gal in class...so i scared too.
DMTM - consists of biz & marine stuff, at least more fun than biz course & more galfrens. So i guess i'll put it as 1st choice :)

The most bad attitude lec cums from NYP, onli 1 lec (female), was telling me abt sum biz stuff, she's got totali no patience & her tone is bad. was pissed off by her.

Oh, mus sae tt SMA lec who explain to me abt the courses...from wad i rmbr, he kept emphasizing on how much $$$ we'll earn if we choose tis course...i was lke...diaoz. He also cheated my feelings, din tell me nid to get wet, go into the sea & jump from the jetty - lke commiting suicide lo. Din noe till we went to poly marina to look ard & all. Then the botak lec tell us mus do all tt...i was lke...die la !! scared of heights leh -_- stupid lec nvr tell me, if i've known, i won't put it as my 1st choice lo.

The excitement sitting in front of the laptop to find out which poly & which course i'm gg. i was jumpin' ard at home once i got my 1st choice.

Think its the enrolment dae, saw dine dine & her mom. saw wen & her dad. So good sia, i alone lo...sob..sob...went to wad the SP pple sae, to go up to duno wad level to hav a view of the ccas tt SP has. went up, took a paper (camp for sma), sat beside a quiet gal, look at her paper, in fact peeping la, see which sch she's from...hahas. 1st qn tt i asked her was - nid $$ anot? (pointing to the paper). Then she sae duno...hehes, started a conversation wiv her, got to noe her better - xue qing. Then wen so happen to sit beside her, ask qing to ask her which course shes from, cos she wearing a yellow lanyard. Cool man !! she also same course. So we went ard to c & look at the ccas. din join any camps, but ltr, found out tt qing wan to join camps but no one go wiv her...ahahas, i was asking her y din tell me, then she sae cos me & wen dun wan go join camp, besides she's workin' too....lolz

Yeap....all start to fit into sch & forming cliques. Jus so happen our 2 classes are lke either boys or gals cliques...hees
found out i'm the onli gal from gal's sch...weird.
the >SABRINAaaaaa<...aiyo, now thinkin' of it, shivers my spine, not tt i scared la, but sae until vv mushy...can't take it...hahas

then the face turn red incident tt caused misunderstandings & rumors...alamak, i actuali hav pple asking me if i reali lke tt person...i was lke...wth......diaoz lo, onli fren kaes, sumore din tok to him much. Guadually, suddenly hav guys link to me...ehem, not i link one kaes? my frens. Kena pple call me auntie also....tt SR la !! he's the culprit !!!

wana thank claire for organising b'dae surprise for me...was reali touched. Thnx :)

Can u believe it? wad an irony !! due to the sea activites & camp, i started to lke my course. Amazing sia...till now i still can't believe it. 1 thing i hate till now...those IT courses i hav to take. They are driving me crazy, i seriously dun lke anything to do wiv IT, i think i'll nvr understand y pple invented IT for, yea yea, for convenience. But to me, its INCONVENIENCE !! Aiya can pass can alr la...dun ask for much.

Now having my 3 weeks of hols, 2 weeks passed, & i still hav assignments & projects haven finish doing...chicken mcnugget la....zee dan gao (direct translation-chicken egg cake) !!!

wana thank alot of pple...duno where to start, maybe wana thank all my frens. Pple whom i noe & they duno me, pple whom i duno but noe me...hahas - drama mama
wan to thank sec sch teachers - groom me, watch me grow up & taught me alotta stuff >I luv all of u !!< & SP lecs esp - Capt Lee Sang Chiat, sry to call u at such a late time...paiseh :P

to sec sch frens...we mus continue to keep contact kaes ?
to 1 of my clique in sec sch - the dist btw the 4 of us is getting vv far, too far, afraid tt when i c u all, the feeling is diff - lke a hi & bye fren. lost contact wiv 1 of my clique member. The other 2 in CJC. me in poly....its been ard 2 years since we met, in fact we hardly tok. when can we meet up? i duno, all of us are busy wiv ur life & sch. Perhaps we'll meet each other in places we'll nvr imagine. Wad is the 1st qn i'm gonna ask if i meet anyone of u? wad will be my 1st reaction & feelings? will i cry & give u a hug or treat u lke strangers?
sec sch frens - can't describe how much i miss u all, onli able to noe how well u all doin' thru the friendster pics u all put up.

Any other way, wish everyone happy, healthy, a positive mindset, loadsa luck, success, learn to trust, full of luv (dunid to be those bgr), pretty aka handsome, a sense of direction of where one is gg....hav alot...but can't rmbr. As for now, yups...tt's all. Oh Oh - all the best too !!

Think....maybe, tis may be the last post of 2006.
May 2006 grab hold of all the bad luck & troubles & worries & tears & fears...all the bad stuff, make sure no bad stuff is brought into year 2007.

Actuali i still hav alotta stuff to type...but i nid to go slp...cya in 2007 !!!
probably the last *hugs & kisses* i'm giving u all !! So hold on to them cos they are limited edition !! lolz

Ciaoz !! C U IN 2007 !!
>MUACKS<