Tuesday, October 24, 2006
5:37 PM; Happy Hari Raya Puasa !! Pple out there are celebrating, & here i am...ill...nose & ears blocked. Nose running lke a tap, nobody turning off for me. The sky reminds me of autumn sky...the ones i saw in the movies...feeling relax & nice.I watched world trade center yesdt wiv lina, qing & carine. Hey carine !! thnx for the free tickets...i reali luv the movie...the way its filmed & portrayed...& the scenes were jus beautiful.Cried the most & plus i wasn't feeling vv well yestd - running nose, a dry throat & headaches. So it makes it all worse after i cried....oh well...wad to do.Mr antibodies !! pls hang in there...nid u to help me recover as fast as possible !Lab-top in front of me, a glass of water, a box of tissue & a dustbin beside me, my nose swollen & dry....a life of a patient...how nice.Can't wait to do some fun stuff !! Hmm....lke..jetty jumping, ice-skating...etc...not missing out the hugs i got from my frens...hugs are nice...reali...all abt luv & warmth...I jus watched a movie - > The Forgotten < - i think its out in the year 2004. It was a story tt makes one think....rather lke a literature movie...of cos not those boring type...but by using the skills of interpreting it...vv interesting i mus sae.Its abt a single mom, Telly Paretta, whose 8 yr old son - Sam, has recently disappeared during an airplane crash ( and whom she fears might be dead ), seeks the help of a psychiatrist to cope wiv e pain of her grief, onli to be told tt her son is merely a figment of her imagination, wiv her mind making up 8 yrs of false memories. When she meets a father who had another similar experience wiv his own disappearing daughter recently, the 2 team up to try to find e ans behind wad appears to be sum sort of otherworldly case of mass kidnapping. Well...( by aliens? or...sumthing else? ) wad u think, does this movie interest u?Tmrw's sch again...wad fun. Hope i'm not late again. Hope i've recovered. I'm not the one who made the 1st (wrong) step...u did! Cumon' man ! stop being so blur...if u still haven sense it.......ITS TIME !! Grow up !! Its jus wasting my time...i shld get on...but u are the reason tt is stopping me...grr!! Y izzit so complicated......Y ?! Y?! It does make my blood boil ( sumtimes ) whenever i think of it...I wanna forgive & forget...seriously...i reali wan to do tt....but it seems tt i duno the real u...i wanna noe more abt u...but after wad happen...i stopped noeing u...i seem to be cutting off contact wiv u...not toking to u as i did b4...i wanna ask u if u did it...cos i wanna hear it from u, face to face...not thru any tech device. I dun hav the courage to do it...i think maybe...u are trying to help or sth...i duno...but u are sure the 1st person to do tt...i look at u...u dun seem to sense or noe anything or be affected...& here i am thinking abt it over & over again.....wth...sigh...how i wish i can go bac to the past & change...to prevent all these from happening...Hope the clouds will clear up one dae...hope i dunnid to wait vv long for tt dae to cum...tt dae will either make us or break us...probably a dae tt i will rmbr vivdly? ...let the flow of nature take place....let it lead us to a world clear of misunderstandings & where we can trust each other again....when will tt dae cum? Onli God noes....
