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Friday, October 13, 2006

2:17 PM;

Haiz....yestd i wrote lke dunno how much of stuff...then the bloggie website hang...Grr!!!

Anyways...todae i went to poly marina !!! Aiyo...wad a coincidence sia...saw many words starting wiv "k"...lolx Woohoo!! nice sia...the ropes lessons were indeed fun sia !! hahas....wanna thnx my galfrens for helping me wiv the ropes...of cos not forgetting my 2 lecturers XD Trey & memek tried the "swing" thing...so fun ! All of us were laughing...hahas...memek can't reach the top part...but the nice lec helped her...hahas...batman & robin...hahas

i was quite surprise todae...wierd...this person dun do tt...but out of the blue...he did it...i think this person is happy todae or sth...bleh..tt crazy weirdo !

Then after class...wen wen & carine left 1st...the rest of us went to makan Jap food...the food not bad...but i too full...ask nana & qing help me to finish sum...sumone keep smiling to me sia...as i was makaning...oppx :X

Sum of my galfrens are gg to cruise this cumin' sundae...mus enjoy & b careful ya?...the mus place tt u all mus go is DISCO !!! if the guys ask y u all wanna go...then jus say sabby say one lo...hahas...heyhey...if jem say dun wan...then tell him his jie tell him to go !! Its Compulsory lo !!! Muahahas (evil laughter)

Jus enjoy urselves la...dun forget to bring any medicine...jus in case. See any good-looking guys mus tell me hor...rmbr to take their pics, no. & e-mail kaes?...hahas....we gals can all share the guys...wahahas !!!

Ehem...to my jie meis !!! rmbr to take video of the guys (our class one) when they dance or do sth funni...then bring bac & share wiv us ya? (grinning)....i so much wanna join u guys...but sadly...i'm not choosen...haiz...nvm la...maybe nxt time? i can go?...hees...hope so...

Later gg out wiv nana...to chill out...still not confirm who's gg wiv us...i'm suppose to get the guys & she's suppose to get the gals...hahas...a gal/guy nite out !! woohoo!!! shld be be fun !!

I've been missing IJ pple...the sch...memories...masses...the hugs we had...the tears we shared...the hymns & prayers...the "bless u"s...& loads more...i reali can't rmbr, but i do miss all of it...

Haiz...our lives are filled wiv so many stuff...whether izzit pleasant & unpleasant...it all surrounds family, frenship & luv...dunno y we human beings gotta deal wiv all these probs...

I thought I could trust you, but now I know I can't.
I trusted you, my very dear friend.
Everything i was looking for, in you I'd never find again.
I can't even stand being around you cause when I look at you I see nothing but betrayal & hurt.

But I for one know, that this friendship shall never be the same again.
You made a "mistake" the day you decided to "betray" this friendship.
Nothing hurts more, then when your friend decides to "stab" you in the back.
I don't even think you realise that i was angry.
It really hurts me, alot.
But I still want you as my friend.
But I guess, I can't trust you as much as I did before.
Even if you come and apologise.
I don't think I can hand you my heartfelt secrets.
Why did you do that?

Maybe I wronged you?
If i did, i apologise.
Maybe I will regret?
But you should have respected me in the first place.
It not only involves you, do you know that?
Sometimes it is hard to face the reality.
I still have trouble believing it, I still don't want to accept it.

With a forced smile on my face
Hoping that you can't see the pain in my eyes
Because I don't want you to feel guilty
Even though it hurts like hell
etc......

Alrite ending here...cya.