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Sunday, October 15, 2006

2:00 PM;

Alrite...i had enough...ENOUGH of my family...they are a total TOTAL worse than ever I have ever seen.....i hate them...hate them to the core !!! I'm not saying it jus in a fit of anger.

Alrite...i may hav done sth wrong...but seriously...at tt pt of time i dunno y i did it...its lke a sudden automatic reaction....i do regret doin it...oh well....mom threw away my stuff toys immediately...all the way into the rubbish chute.....Grr!! heck her la....besides, i'm gg to get out of this hse 1 day....jus 1 day...u better watch out!!

Yea yea....as i'm typing this stuff here....she's....toking & shouting & screaming....saying how bad i am.....saying tt i will slap u & all.....WADEVER !!!! But till now...as she is still scolding all the mean stuff...i din reply or say bac a word.....i'm TOTALLY PISSED OFF wiv her.....she's saying wad, " dun u think tt i dun dare to hit/slap u!" Oh yea....slap/hit/scold for all u can !! U will not be able to do it once i leave the hse.....i'm giving u all the chances u are having now...i dun give a damn.....

I DUN !!!

I guess i've gotta get on wiv life & all....i can't let her ruin my life can I ?!

Pple reading, pls...if u gonna tell me....--> she's ur mom after all....u dunnid to be so mean...u shld give in to her....i think u better stop reading my post.

Yea Yea....ehem....this kinda thing is not once in a while she sae & did all this to me alr...i've been gg thru all these for years.....when i sae years....i mean YEARS....dun cum & ask me...its way too long to speak of it.

Total piss off wiv her....she's afterall not the queen of united states...or queen of the universe !!! & i'm not gonna give u face anymore....maybe i will, in the public...but not at home.
Yea...she's shouting at me now !! Again!!

Say all u can !!! I'm still not gonna let myself explode in front of u....u jus nid to take care of ur son & husband....dunnid to show care & concern to me....seriously.....dunnid to.....i dun even wan it from u.....

I think i mus thank you too....for letting me go thru all these pathetic years....cos i hav grown stronger out of it....i learn to be independent.....besides.....i noe tt i still hav pple who still luv me....& tt is my frens....my cousins (although cousins may not exactly stand by ur side all the time) & the lord....the way she treats me & my bro...is totally diff....

Yea Yea....my bro is 'special'.....but tt's good...cos she will not cum & ka jiao me also.....i'm gg to leave them alone for all i care.......jus dun take & touch my stuff......reali dun lke my mom....jus becos i did sth & all....she saes its wrong....but funni thing is tt...she did it herself too !! tt makes me wonder which parts of her words are true & which parts are not.....so i practically dun believe her anymore....besides she doesn't believe me for all the stuff i said....SO ?!?!

I do nid my frens, angels & Lord to guide me along my path....to help me along the way....& give me support, when i nid them....thank you to all my dear frens who were beside me all along...a reali BIG thank you !!! Muackz...

Sigh.....i guess....i'll still hav to face her everydae....& guess wad....i think my dad will get to noe wad i did todae....cos my mom will tell....then my dad will cum & tell me all the da dao li again.....make noise again!!!

Sigh...sigh...having frenship & family probs are enough....all the more, cums the studies & exams & e-learning....wth....haiz....wanna tok to sumone right now.....but u noe....my mom is at home....then she will noe....cos i using the phone in the living room (as tt is the onli home phone i hav at home besides my hp)....so i guess i'll vent my frustrations & thoughts on my blog...

I LUV MY FRENS !!! : )