sabbywabby

2011-01-31T11:14:00.002+08:00

rainy days + decreasing temperature + cold wind = Purrrfect for Hibernation!!

I love Singapore! Wheeeee!!!

Its 2011, cny is coming but i can't feel it at all.

Looking for local and foreign schools and the degrees I want to study.

It's just so troublesome~

Wished troubles could melt like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops.
And dreams that one dared to dream really do come true.
If happy birds could fly beyond the rainbow...
Why can't I?

Someday. Sometime. I'll find.....

2009-11-15T14:39:00.002+08:00

Long time since i written any stuff......work's fine, hectic it may be but manageable.

Christmas comin' !! and that brings me to notice the upcoming 2010....hmm....feeling bored but oh well.....sam's telling me to take up some hobbies...sounds attractive, but i nidda spend money which is not really wise at this point of time.

Time flies, we all grow up, well, physically? hahas. Not everyone grow mentally though....sometimes, you can't dun agree, can u?

Its always frustrating when sumone's trying to dig his/her own hole and not opening up one's vision but just trap and in the end sprouting "I don't know".

alrites! sprinting away to more videos!

2009-04-17T23:54:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated B'dae Wen!!! =D

Went to manhattan to celebrate her b'dae!! The food was not bad, i lurve the garlic rice esp!
Our gals have grown up! 2 ladies and 1 guy in office wear! I think they look nice :) While wen & I dressed casually...hees

And yup, i will be entering into the working world real soon. Hope all nth bad will happen though, esp the boss.

Alritey!! Bye!

2009-03-08T02:45:00.002+08:00

fun, laughter, smiles, teased, walking, donuts, wind, rain, thunder, lightning, hokkien mee, cake, cards, puddle of water, leaves, expressions, red, white, green, orange, scenarios, impressed, tall buildings, notes, team work, rice & pasta, yucky coffee, caramel, spills, etc...memory video created

saved & kept well...

2009-03-06T02:20:00.001+08:00

My love for rainy daes will never cease....it may be chilly, one may get drench, but it always keeps one's mind clear. Cold rush of air breaking into every part of your body, trying its best to shatter that ticking red lump of flesh, giddy spells starts to make your life upside down, 2 sign boards in different directions with an additional one just behind you. Took the one behind, may seem to be an act of escapism but this is a natural sense of protectionism, a step to the view of reality.

For once, the city would step off the constantly moving escalator of modern life, rmbr to take a deep breath, close your eyes and smile a little, for the reflection of memorias lie beneath the gorgeous jewelled sky in a grimy puddle of water...

holding to that strand of hope, can you fix it for me?

2009-01-27T12:55:00.007+08:00

HAPPIE CNY TO ALL!!

Cny is here yet the feeling of it doesn't get to me...i had a pretty green vintage on me yestd =D My heels probably dislike me, giving me sores on my feet.
The usual skinship annually~shake hands & a glam smile. Sometimes gotta fake one due to tiredness. Nonetheless, i've got a chance to meet all my relatives, so that's cool.

Went visiting relatives here & there. Last station was at great-grandmother's :D She's soooooo cute, her hair tied up like a lil' bun with her nonya clothes(she din copy the >Little Nonya<, she wore them from young till now)

Afterwhich, we went back to grandma's, watched some tv programmes & slpt on grandma's bed...hees~ only sanie had the energy to read twilight...hahas
ohoh...grandma's coffee powder smells like heaven!!!

Argh! I'm feeling so lethargic -_-" this is so not right...Grr!!

sabs signing off for now,
Bye!

spring's here with the will to create unforgettable memories...

2008-11-18T17:50:00.000+08:00

Last week's SMA day was the best one I've ever had!! Esp the band performances which include yc and mark's band, not forgetting lecturers. Capt Savio was gd!! wondering where was Capt Gerard? & yea! Capt federick's erm...."dance steps".....all of us were laughing lke crazy...lolx

Saw Capt Chit's children, so shy & so cute! Both look lke him!! & yes! conclusion -> boy boy lkes orange while gurl gurl lkes purple!! to edwin -> ur future wife's so adorable~

saw sok sok and shaun, sok sok is still so cheery~ :D shaun as usual, piak by bestie...hahas
me, wen & na had cute balloons! elmo, tweety bird(i think) and bear bear respectively.
fondue was reali nice~~ thank you joy! =) food was vv nice..hees

qing cldn't make it as she wasn't feeling well =/
rine left for a chillin' after some time...so its left wiv wen, na & me....all SMA peeps so high...cheering, shouting, whistling away~ atmosphere was fantastic!!!
Entertainment, frens & food....wad more can i wish for?

oh yes, mustafa's performance's hilarious, his vocals and dance movements were gd~~his tummy reali noes how to move with the rhythm, wad a hottie!!

We left sch ard 10 plus, na, goofy & david went for prata (stay in serangoon, na win alr lo)

Thanks shaun for walking me hm, if i din tell you its abt 10mins walk from mrt, i think u wldn't want to walk me hm alr right? -_-" anyways....thanks la =)

I'm cuming back nxt year for SMA day!!!

love's the cloudless summer sun...
nature gay adorning...
guess that would make my life worthwhile...

2008-11-11T02:35:00.003+08:00

ooooohhh...this song lightens up loads of my mood...which is gd.

FYP = STRESS

well, deep down i know being stressed up is no use, its the action that counts & not the worrying that adds up to it. Oh well....i jus can't help but think abt FYP everydae. Its torturous and demanding, god knows what "surprises" i will encounter in each & everyday.

I'll lurve to know if there is time bank somewhere that i can deposit and withdraw time.

i'm in lurve in every single way

2008-10-28T01:25:00.001+08:00

how can one resist such magic sprinkles...but do cum again soon =D

yups...gg to sch ltr, its lke early in the morning. The thought of "naughty boy" makes me smile, it'll be a long day tmrw =/

& christmas is cuming!!! yeah!! a bubble came popping out => FYP! -_-"
okie, that's not fun at all...

last fri went to kovan wiv na, then sumbody came by....omg!! both of us were like, wanna go hm....tt person really doesn't know how to cherish himself. na noes that he's so turn off for me. dearie, no matter wad he said, u do not nid to care, his comments are all crap and nonsensical. Most importantly, be urself, u'll still be as sweet as ever :)

to whoever it may be -> u're erm...or shld i sae..too keen on it

2008-10-13T00:11:00.002+08:00

Sch's starting in lke abt 13hrs....lets see...hmm...this sem's timetable, loads of double hrs per module, but overall, it looks quite fine to me =D even so, its not a hurray for me, hav to wake up early AGAIN!!

yesterday was reali bad, feeling better todae, hope it'll be even better tmrw...

listen & use the brain to think, nvr the heart, cos it will always hav a logical & rational ans...

waiting in the midst of wandering
did i take my queue number?

2008-10-02T20:20:00.001+08:00

Yups Yups! on 21 Sept, me & qing went to Brani Terminal to visit container ships, from what we know, we'll be visiting 2 container ships, unfortunately, we visited only 1. In fact, the only thing i rmbred was climbing loads of stairs up the bridge -_-'' Its not much of a use. We met daniel, serene too! In the end, we all realise we're being made used, SP students were there to make the Rickmers Maritime Naming Ceremony look crowded.

F1's finally over. Qing, lina & I was separated :( stress level was way too high as we're expected to serve customers & be a cashier at the same time. I was assigned to F1 village all the way at Gate 1....damn it! so far! My supervisor sucks to core & i did not lke a few of the pple i met. Hope i do not meet them in the near future. It irks me!! During the 4 days, I was transferred from F1 village, OT at city hall & lastly to paddock club. People at paddock & city are much better as my team have sumone who can tell us that our present president is a Malay....OMG!! she's erm....hmm....i've got no comments about it. Another guy who's filled ego -_-" 2 pathetic people!!
Grr!! The thought of them makes me angry -_-"

FYP!!! shit....

2008-09-07T02:55:00.000+08:00

A few hrs till i step onboard ship...do take care peeps while i'm away ya?

Now....i feel nth, cos too slpy -_- ZzZzzz

Bag not yet pack properly..aiyo!!

bud jus noe how to tempt me abt the weather & the place bud's in....envious~

i'll hav fun onboard & will miss all my frens loads & loads (crap! my eyelids are closing soon!)

i'll be back real soon~

XOXO
bye!! =D

p.s. thnx sam! i enjoyed every moment wiv u =D
will look forward to the next date!

2008-09-02T01:45:00.002+08:00

its been a hectic week & it will still be...

28-08-08

went for dinner with my ladies!!! finally!! i got to see them & finali all the gals are back tgt lke the old times. We bought beautiful gerbera daisies for our teachers too!! placing aside the freezing cold some sort of container we're in. Definitely, we had fun, & there we were, lke little gals amazed by the smoky air we breathed out.

By the time we reached the chicken rice stall, it was closed. char brought a slice of yam cake & a slice of apple crumble...both were yummy however i prefer the apple crumble =D

Talked up gals' stuff *winks*

29-08-08

nxt dae, woke up, rushed to meet up with them, saw our primary & secondary sch teachers!! the buildings have changed, nevertheless, the atmosphere, spirit & unforgettable memories still remain....i missed those rough walls that my fingers always ran across...

saw my teachers & am glad they are well & happy. Still, i'm very disappointed as one of my fav teacher went for leave, heard from another teacher that there may be a possibility that she'll not be back...i'll miss her loads & loads...sigh

Soon after, i had to rush to SP as i will be gg for rsaf....feeling tired which caused me to be uninterested to many stuff, Mr boredom was beside me. Was only having "fun" when we went for the flight trip. Thanks to those who made me laugh & ally's msgs. Yup! I survived :D

The rest went to Eunos while me & nana went TP, had our salty dinner & bbt!! Both of us were very tired....poor nana...slpt in the bus...aiyo...checked the prices for the bbq food. Off we went hm!~

home sweet home *smiles*

01-09-08

Went sch early with melvin in hope of cca pts...oh crap....the counter lady -_-" *faints* she's lke blah blah blah....i'm lke gawd~ are u done talkin'? hope ally can help me now. Had a chat with mel, he had very detailed plans on getting 400++ ccas pts! which was really funny(the way he said it) woa!! hope he can make it!

Then went for the principal talk...not bad, very true & very realistic. I'm expecting those long & lengthy talks but his was short & sweet. A very friendly & sociable new principal we've got :)

Later, went to T15, had our chalet meeting....hmm....freshies arhs....getting outta hand. After allocating tasks & talking crap. We head up to club hse, checked those utensils & stuff. Next, we went to TP. The food this time was better. Checked the prices again. Now, i'm beginning to feel the chalet stuff settling in place. Ltr will be gg to check out the chalet wiv ehem tai tai....hees

tryin' everyway i can
i'll be better than i am

2008-08-18T23:30:00.003+08:00

exams are over yet i'm not feeling happie...felt tt sth was wrong; sth was missing, however, i do not noe wad issit...weird

NDP was erm....no comments....its not abt the performance, jus sth else
i'll miss my peeps!

nidda plan stuff & so on but dun feel lke doing...felt lethargic

heavy rain todae...all din bring umbrella...the gals arhs....kept "teasing" me!! i dun wan leh....eww...canot make it~~

went to do a mini shopping wiv the gals...nice nice...but the size's kinda big...hahas

tmrw gg to see capt anil =D pass him info

anticipating tt dae to come....gonna be fun!!

A rainy dae lke this....u nidda listen to sth jazzy...uhuh....makes one feel relax...awww~

On daes lke this, walk into a cafe, push open the glass door, the caresses of aroma played over my face, caramelized lightings, a hearty welcome by the staff, order a drink of my choice, settle down, gazing out at the angels tt sway wiv the wind & tap dancing as they alight on the concrete ground, sipping my coffee & listening to jazz music, feeling all so cosy & warm...just want every minute of my everyday to be like this......

*my little haven of refuge*

2008-07-28T17:45:00.005+08:00

Went to to class....just as i expected....aiyo...u all arhs....

Todae dun hav supply chain!!! crappy! extra weight load on my shoulders -_-"

Went to NP for lunch! yeah!! went to some duno wad fc to have my bak chor mee...omg!! nana's lor mee taste so nice!! oh ya....saw sam....heck la...dunid to sae hi....he's got nice hairstyle though...hurhur

oh ya! last fri went to some turkey restaurant for dinner wiv my O2 pple...not all came, but i'm glad i had a chance to tok to them =D its lke exco & O.C. members one side while O2 one side.....my side of cos the quieter ones....mel's face sooooo red la!! becos we remind her of ehem ehem...hahas
The food i ordered was superb!! Its lke chicken wiv rice as its filling & wiv pine nuts! Then the mashed potatoes wiv a layer of cheese on top. OMG!! Freakin' nice la! i wanna go there again!!!!

u're contradicting urself....u are the one who dun make urself clear & u lurve to mumble ur words....& u blame me for being the ONLY one who dun understand wad u're toking about?! wad shit are u toking abt?! oh pls....u are the one who called me up & u tell me all these crap?! then wad in the world do u want huh?! & oh yea....we're definitely not on the same frequency. Now i'm puzzled....u sae i'm the only one whom u can't tahan & wanna beat me up....& yet u still call me to tok abt stuff & SUAN me then u laugh at me.....wth!! not tt i mind la...jus tt u contradict urself on the stuff u tell me -_-" forget it la....wad a weirdo fren i have...dots

2008-07-23T00:41:00.000+08:00

a thank you note to allie for helping me do stuff even though u're busy =D

u lke to "bully" me at times(extreme seldom) but i think i "bully" u more...u're blur at times....stubborn till i really wanna kill u for tt! u do things tt shocked me in a pleasant way(most of the time)...& altruistic too!

U're such a sweetie!!!

All in all...u're phenomenal =D

Thanks! ^^

2008-07-22T01:43:00.002+08:00

Individualistic Doers are self-assured and very independent persons. They are quiet and realistic, very rational, extremely matter of fact persons. They strongly cultivate their individualism and enjoy applying their abilities to new tasks. But they are also very spontaneous and impulsive persons who like to follow their sudden inspirations. Individualistic Doers are good and precise observers who register everything which goes on around them. However, they are not so sensitive as regards interpersonal relations and are surprised when they occasionally rub someone up the wrong way with their direct and blunt manner. They are not particularly fond of obligations; but if you give them space, they are uncomplicated, sociable and cheerful individuals.

Individualistic Doers enjoy challenges - action and the odd kick are simply part of their life. They love tempting fate and many people of this type have risky hobbies such as skydiving or bungee jumping. This also applies to their workaday life. Individualistic Doers are in top form in critical situations; they can grasp situations, make decisions and take the necessary steps extremely quickly. Hierarchies and authorities impress them very little; if a superior is not competent, they will have little respect for him. Individualistic Doers like to take on responsibility. They have a marked sense of reality and always find the most suitable and expedient solution for a problem. They resolve conflicts openly and directly; here, they sometimes lack tact but are also very good at taking criticism themselves.

As friends, Individualistic Doers are loyal and devoted; they only have a few friendships but many of them last a lifetime. People enjoy talking to them because of their optimistic attitude to life and their ability to listen. However, they prefer to talk about mutual interests and hobbies rather than about theoretical or philosophical issues - they are not tangible enough for them. They need a lot of freedom and time to themselves in love relationships but, at the same time, they are also very tolerant towards their partners. It happens very seldom that Individualistic Doers fall head over heels in love. They are far too rational. They prefer to pick their partner on the basis of mutual interests and preferences which they want to share with that partner. Individualistic Doers are not particularly fond of effusive outbursts of emotion. They prefer to prove their love by their actions and expect the same of their partner. Whoever wishes to tie an Individualistic Doer to himself needs a lot of patience. It takes some time before this personality type is willing to get involved with another person.

Adjectives which describe your type

introverted, practical, logical, spontaneous, adventurous, resolved, independent, fearless, loyal, analytical, realistic, optimistic, interested, quiet, curious, circumspect, individualistic, action-loving, venturesome, cool, dispassionate, reserved, skilful, confident, independent, communicative, down-to-earth

These subjects could interest you

travel, nature, hiking, cars, model making, gardening, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual matters, music, literature, writing, strategy games, politics

Issit true? hmm....up to u to decide...

2008-07-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

Yet again....my life is gonna be super busy...aiyo =(

Yes & again....a few dash of unsure colours came splashing into my life todae....oh well....i hav my doubts

2 paths coming my way & another 2 paths i wanna grab hold, why can't there be jus 1 perfect path wiv red carpet tt i can walk on? wiv no obstacles jus pure joy

did u miss anyone out? i'm still at square one......

2008-07-07T02:30:00.003+08:00

Had a fridae's late night meeting....but i had fun during my meeting & on my way hm....all thanks to my 2 As =D As usual....nagging from mom -_-"
Reached hm....checked my mails & went to slp.

Woke up on Sat (5/7/08), not enough slp. Best thing happen....stomach upset :(
Run lke mad ard the hse packing stuff, then rushing to buy sweets for my peeps!! :)
reached city hall control, we went to the floating platform....thinking abt it....i think i forgot to scan my card!!! ARGH!!! damn!! nvm la...forget it...

We belong to the outer cordon....jealous of other outer team....can run ard....us? stuck at an area. Overall, pple getting bored & busy...things went wrong but managed to solve them. wanna vent here but i'm not planning to (singapore event).

I'm glad tt we co-operated well, working as a team. The pple in erm.....green uniforms(if u noe who i'm toking abt)....sigh....all the negative comments all floating in my thinking clouds. Well, some of them are seriously nice....i was shocked when 2 of them apologised to me....some are nice, we're able to at least communicate in a nice manner. I jus feel that majority shld attend efficient transferring of information & full co-operation & blah blah blah....

Public? all i can sae is typical Singaporeans -_-"

& yes, i managed to at least chat wiv some of my members(cos a few of them were deployed to pri sch), chit chat here & there. They are total nice pple :)

To all my volunteers, my leaders & sector I/Cs.....u guys ROX!!! continue to do a gd job or even better one for the nxt NE show =D

Hope nxt wk we hav less probs :)

I feel lke a lil' gal when we hav small leaders meetings during NE1...felt weird.

My sector I/C->A, as usual cares & "bully" me as if i'm a lil' gal(used to it alr). My dty sector I/C-> JJ, first time interacting wiv him, the way he tells me the info on the NE1 stuff, on wad we gg to do & stuff....weird weird one....cos too gentle alr(goosebumps).

The other sector -> 2 leaders, AT & S.
AT is normal....S still okie....until the deployment of work.....then my side hav to stay put which is abit boring, S told me to be guai...i'm lke...wad sia....call me guai, he's younger then me leh -_-" dots.

A & AT vv gd arhs.....rest their elbows on my left & right shoulder. Best thing is.....AT said "eh! not bad, my height still can find sumone whom i can rest my elbow on" aiyo! he arhs!

Last but not least, my vv own leader -> L....aiseh....he is serious when doing his job & all....but lke one kid & so hyper...oh well, he's my entertainment too :)

I enjoyed the experience even though i wasn't able to watch any of the performance =D

ALL BLACKS ROX!!
be it outer sector or NZ rugby team, i LURVE them both!!!!!!

2008-06-28T03:00:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally over!!! Yeah!!! Overall the papers....not good......sigh

Too many things happen....but i'm able to absorb & dissolve them...i'm prob jus distracting or disillusioning myself.

Duno wad pple are trying to do....making me confused too =/

Went out todae...had fun yet tired. cum back, settle my stuff....ltr gg to wake up ard 6am. Its the exco fault -_-" so early la....piak them la...

eyelids are getting heavier each time i blink them....guess will update another time~

Ciaoz =D

2008-06-09T14:02:00.004+08:00

Hols started!! but so?! nth much has changed....there's still studies, fyp, ndp & fellowship to deal wiv -_-"

freakin' angry over amber....y do you hav to tell my team all tt when u alr said another thing to me earlier? now u hav cuz me to think of u differently....dun be part of the exco...u dun deserve it!!!! how am i suppose to ans to my team?! my volunteers are bombarding me wiv qns. i still tot u're a nice gal...yea u WERE!!

& damn me!! everytime i c u (even though i noe wad u did), i'll still chat wiv u....laugh wiv u....i even helped & back u up when others sae mean things behind ur back...this wad i get?!! Y bother trying to resolve for wad u've done? now i reali doubt each & every single word u sae. No pt bursting at u, cos its jus wasting my energy.

Sometimes....i wonder....did i make the right fren?

It jus so happen tt i made new frens, they're really mature, nice & fun!! unlike u!!! even though i noe them in such a short period of time....they're all soooooo nice(seriously). I really thank god for giving such wonderful pple to me in my life =D

Humming a tune
Around the world i roam
All i see is darkness
Nerve wrecking am i
Till one looks away
Drying up the sea as hard as i could
Everything still looks so dreadful
Yearning for a better day without you...

can i trust u? i doubt so...sigh....to think i.....

2008-05-29T13:48:00.003+08:00

I don't know what i'm doing...thinking of the word floating in my mind...its just not me...my decisions may be wrong...what if after the years passed, it turned out better than i expected? I noe its just my "pt of view"...but i canot be selfish...for tt...i'm at the losing end...i'll jus let it go...u noe what?

BE IT...

Let the song make me feel better...even though...it doesn't...
Maybe...this is what pple sae....

U HAVE NO CHOICE

2008-05-25T17:10:00.000+08:00

I had great fun at prep camp!!! even though i missed out everything on Sat :(
Fri was a short dae.....went to club, placed my bag, had lunch in club....waiting for freshies to come in....oh great!! onli one came - jus to hand up the indemnity form -_-"

After which, i went for mentoring....truthful to sae, i duno how to deal wiv the kids....but overall...it was okie.

Went back to sch for prep camp....had some briefing. They decided to come up wiv picking 2 individuals to try out the night walk. & KAI YI has jus to pick me!!! I'm the first to be pick sumore!!! *piak him la!* so i'm lke wad?!!! can't get sumone to walk wiv me??!! Mr president was reluctant to give in -_-" after much of my meis' persuasion, they decided to let me go.
okie....kinda unfair la....so i told them to put the slip of paper wiv my name on it, back into the "bag", told kai yi to pick again, if its me, i'll go for it....then its rine...thnx rine!!! =D ohoh!! the other person was alex!!! muahahas

We proceeded to our bunk, played some games, then lina, rick & edwin had some discussion most prob on the games & stuff, pple start to slp (including me)

I din feel slpy, jus tt when one has nth to do....one will start to stone....then fall aslp. Sleeping on 3 chairs line tgt was soooooo uncomfortable. when i open my eyes, wanting to wake up, half of my body hurts!! shoulders so stiff!!! damn pain la!!! everyone was making the lightstick, wore my pullover, walked towards them. crap la!!! i was shivering from head to toe which i was trying to control. Got myself out of the room....breathing in warm air feeling better.

Finally, the night walk preparation started. Lightsticks placed, all at their station. My station is yu ren & I. We waited quite long for them to come. Since our station & kenneth & dan's station were quite close. We waited tgt, our walkie talkie weren't working quite well though.

Oh My Gosh!!! Alex came!!! hiding at my area waiting for them to come....BOO!!! saw sumone jumping, not sure who....then i realise SHIT!! not alex -_-" its KAI YI!! oh man!! then alex laughed at me -_-" >ruin my plan!!<>

Then rine called dan, he pass the phone to me, rine said she's lost, can't fine the lightstick. But she found it in the end. rine passed kenneth's station then mine....same thing is did. She seems calm even though she so called 'moved her shoulders'. I assume she wasn't freaked out at all. Night walk's over, all of us had debrief...was laughing la =D

went bathing wiv the gurls...hahas...so fun!!
Looking at the time....i onli hav 15 mins to slp. ben became my human clock, while my hp became my machine clock. sry to rine & rick....woke u up from ur slp....jus to accompany me for breakfast :) kenneth & yu ren & ben came wiv us too!!

I had tau huey & you tiao!! the tao huey not vv nice la....but you tiao vv nice!! others ordered their food & we start makaning. Then they ta bao food back while i went off for training. The training vv boring...i dozed off to slp....kena by a few pple waking me up :(

After training, tot they are still playing games. In the end, they finish alr, waiting for debrief. Then went bathing & went for dinner while wen, yu ren & rick went hm. went ps for dinner, i din eat, jus watch glendon, lina & edwin eat. i feel so tired la.

Went hm....walk ard lke zombie then fell aslp.

woke up ard 11am...but still dun wanna get outta bed....then fell aslp...woke up again at 12nn wiv headache, still dun wanna get outta bed. Fell aslp again...till 3pm....i woke up....shit....now bad headache....force myself to get out of bed. Had my "breakfast", then watched television programmes.

Can't wait for nxt wk actual camp!!! Oh, jus rmbred i hav training again....wait for me pple!! Do update on wad i've missed out ya??

*sweet madness*

2008-04-28T01:02:00.000+08:00

I went to sch on Sat, did nth & played games there, too bad the com block this & tt, if not i'll hav a bigger variety of games to play. Waited for the time to pass asap so i can join my gurls :)

We had an early celebration for my b'dae on Sat due to sch activities. We went to vivo for dinner at fig & olive. I din lke the rice though....onli had a few mouths of it. They just hav a way to solve my high blood pressure =)

As usual, we had our girls talk & laughter =D
C looks prettie!!!
J entertained us wiv her indian songs....damn funni !! hahas
After which, i had my b'dae cake!! yummie :D

Wanted to go drink....but in the end, things just din go the way we wanted it to....
J had to go hm, so C & P stayed at my hse...hehes

B4 gg to my hse, we went to C's as she wanted to get her stuff....while waiting for her, we had baileys....nice nice!!!

Nxt morn, we had mac breakfast....then went to Hagi Lane....damn ex la!!! I was feeling damn tired -_-"

Went to this vintage shop....tt Ah *** damn flirty!! & the best thing is his job....bet if his supervisor get to noe wad he's doing....he's sure to be reprimanded *piak piak!!*

We had some Arab food for dinner....ordered the pigeon thingy which tasted reali gd!! then the lamb which i din reali lke it so i ordered chicken wrap....it wasn't fantastic but wiv great company it doesn't matter :)

tt's all for my small b'dae celebration!!
XOXO

2008-04-17T21:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPIE B'DAE WEN !!!

todae's wen's b'dae!!! hope she likes the present we gave her =D
whole class sang her b'dae song!!
her balloon so cute! *spongebob* :)

almost everyone in class played wiv her balloon *including me*
hmm....think i dun wan balloon for my b'dae alr.....i wan a BIG BIG card!!!
*those extremely big ones*
i bet rine is gg to go crazy after reading this entry...oppx

tmrw!! finali!! last dae of the wk!! yeah!!! *can't take it alr*

2008-04-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

Finally!! I'm ending my work soon!! Isn't great?!

So many stuff filled my mind...work, camp, ccas, sch preparation......

Speaking of sch...i nid to get stationery!!

This time better put the part tt has my name on it(pencilbox) face down, if not anil will call me forever sia!!

& oh yes! The lecturer I dislike & nvr will I wanna c...crap la!!! He's gonna pick on me again...issit becuz of the evil curse? Hmm...

oh! Got a choc donut wic choc coated krispies on top from vivian...think its either the sales or customers bought it...yummie!!

tt leonard, foreva tease me one...dots -_-"

2008-03-28T15:56:00.000+08:00

I went to sch on Sat, did nth & played games there, too bad the com block this & tt, if not i'll hav a bigger variety of games to play. Waited for the time to pass asap so i can join my gurls :)

We had an early celebration for my b'dae on Sat due to sch activities. We went to vivo for dinner at fig & olive. I din lke the rice though....onli had a few mouths of it. They just hav a way to solve my high blood pressure =)

As usual, we had our girls talk & laughter =D
C looks prettie!!! J entertained us wiv her indian songs....damn funni !! hahas After which, i had my b'dae cake!! yummie :D

Wanted to go drink....but in the end, things just din go the way we wanted it to....J had to go hm, so C & P stayed at my hse...hehes

B4 gg to my hse, we went to C's as she wanted to get her stuff....while waiting for her, we had baileys....nice nice!!!

Nxt morn, we had mac breakfast....then went to Hagi Lane....damn ex la!!! I was feeling damn tired -_-"

Went to this vintage shop....tt Ah *** damn flirty!! & the best thing is his job....bet if his supervisor get to noe wad he's doing....he's sure to be reprimanded *piak piak!!*

We had some Arab food for dinner....ordered the pigeon thingy which tasted reali gd!! then the lamb which i din reali lke it so i ordered chicken wrap....it wasn't fantastic but wiv great company it doesn't matter :)

tt's all for my small b'dae celebration!!
XOXO

2008-03-28T01:31:00.000+08:00

I went to sch on Sat, did nth & played games there, too bad the com block this & tt, if not i'll hav a bigger variety of games to play. Waited for the time to pass asap so i can join my gurls :)

We had an early celebration for my b'dae on Sat due to sch activities. We went to vivo for dinner at fig & olive. I din lke the rice though....onli had a few mouths of it. They just hav a way to solve my high blood pressure =)

As usual, we had our girls talk & laughter =D
C looks prettie!!! J entertained us wiv her indian songs....damn funni !! hahas
After which, i had my b'dae cake!! yummie :D
Wanted to go drink....but in the end, things just din go the way we wanted it to....J had to go hm, so C & P stayed at my hse...hehes

B4 gg to my hse, we went to C's as she wanted to get her stuff....while waiting for her, we had baileys....nice nice!!!
Nxt morn, we had mac breakfast....then went to Hagi Lane....damn ex la!!! I was feeling damn tired -_-"

Went to this vintage shop....tt Ah *** damn flirty!! & the best thing is his job....bet if his supervisor get to noe wad he's doing....he's sure to be reprimanded *piak piak!!*

We had some Arab food for dinner....ordered the pigeon thingy which tasted reali gd!! then the lamb which i din reali lke it so i ordered chicken wrap....it wasn't fantastic but wiv great company it doesn't matter :)

tt's all for my small b'dae celebration!!
XOXO

2008-03-28T01:27:00.001+08:00

I went to sch on Sat, did nth & played games there, too bad the com block this & tt, if not i'll hav a bigger variety of games to play. Waited for the time to pass asap so i can join my gurls :)

We had an early celebration for my b'dae on Sat due to sch activities. We went to vivo for dinner at fig & olive. I din lke the rice though....onli had a few mouths of it. They just hav a way to solve my high blood pressure =)

As usual, we had our girls talk & laughter =D
C looks prettie!!!
J entertained us wiv her indian songs....damn funni !! hahas
After which, i had my b'dae cake!! yummie :D

Wanted to go drink....but in the end, things just din go the way we wanted it to....J had to go hm, so C & P stayed at my hse...hehes

B4 gg to my hse, we went to C's as she wanted to get her stuff....while waiting for her, we had baileys....nice nice!!!

Nxt morn, we had mac breakfast....then went to Hagi Lane....damn ex la!!! I was feeling damn tired -_-"

Went to this vintage shop....tt Ah *** damn flirty!! & the best thing is his job....bet if his supervisor get to noe wad he's doing....he's sure to be reprimanded *piak piak!!*

We had some Arab food for dinner....ordered the pigeon thingy which tasted reali gd!! then the lamb which i din reali lke it so i ordered chicken wrap....it wasn't fantastic but wiv great company it doesn't matter :)

tt's all for my small b'dae celebration!!
XOXO

2008-03-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

A stack of 13.5cm of white matter placed on my table since mon late afternoon, i've yet to finish it....if i include the other pile...tt wld be ard 13.8cm of shit, tt extra 0.3cm thick of paper is not really linked wiv tt 13.5cm pile of work.....oh gawd!!! how am i gonna get it done??!!

My eyes are soon gonna drop out -_-"

Why must I tally charges?!
Its givin' me headache!!!
I'm adapting to my ~oh so bored working life in office~ surviving =D

Sch's starting & i hate it but love it at the same time -diaoz-

*men live on earth...women live on earth...deal wiv it!!*

2008-03-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!!! Tmrw's public hol!!! Yippie!!! Tt's absolutely hot!!

argh!! so many stuff to do!! Grr!!

slumperdinker

*hearts all over the world tonight*

2008-03-19T23:03:00.001+08:00

omg!! Its onli wed !!! 3 more grueling daes(including todae) I'm so dead, how long am I suppose to check charges?? I mean, on mon, she taught me new stuff, given her vague details & her poor explainantion, I did all by mon. However, on tues, she told me to re-check the whole thing, after her impatient explaination, then I realize tt there were a lot if things she din tell me, she thinks I can read her mind issit?! Re-check = re-do, wads the diff?? i was lke...wth!!! I imagine myself piak her hard...now then sae!!! Wads ur prob la!!!! Pissed off, as I'm typing this entry, she comes over & gives me a stack of shit work......damn!!!

2008-03-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

Tuning in to dan & young now :) onli for an hr, then it’ll be another DJ

todae's kinda busy...so post is vv short

finally finished watching project runway!! kristian won!! i tot gillian will win but....crap....kristian one's not bad too....victoria beckham lurve kristian's showcase.....i guess it so.....its so her style...

*thru' my crazy times*

2008-03-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning 9 o'clock, sabby & her muffin went for walk...hahas...everyone shld noe where the muffin walked into :)

Lurve dan & young!! So funni!! I love muttons too!! But oh well...I fell aslp b4 I rmbr abt muttons...aiyo

i'm so happie!!! gan ma so concern over me =D not tt my mom dun do tt la...jus tt gan ma dun nag while mom nag...lolz (but i believe gan ma nags at her kid)
uncle dan sae "y ur face so red? so cute leh..." i'm lke "huh? oh i laugh too much la, not on purpose one" those who noe me will noe.....*rmbring tt time on sma dae yr 1* dots...
i'm glad to hav such nice uncles & aunties, they always make me smile & happie :)

frens - *I lurve u for who you are...every line & every scar*

2008-03-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

Morning everybody!!

Todae's dressing's kinda slack. Can't be bothered alr, the so called "boss" is suppose to come either on mon or tues, till now, he's not here. Heard he's an Australian but he live in France. Rich pple!! -_-"
Nvm ! when I start to work & get my pay, I'll plan the places I wanna go...lke ESBCN etc etc etc...can’t wait!!! =D

I'm in search if a story bk tt is vv extremely sad, >till one cries lke running tapwater <-(exaggerating)…any recommendations?

Yeah!!! Daddy's buying muffins hm todae!! Yummie double chocolate!! Hees :)

Had lunch wiv my jardine colleagues, but kena by gravy bullets!! Argh!!! Went visiting too!!! :D
I realise, I hadn't tok for so long during office hrs, maybe I'm adapting to my once quiet life. Talk abt influence -_-"

Hope all my friends are doing well, be it attachment, working, slacking, wadeva...

Maybe I'll go drink wiv my frens this wk............drink wad? kopi-o la!! Hahas...kidding kidding
If I wanna drink kopi-o, I'll stay at hm to drink alr...muahahahas

I knock my head against the table when I was re-arranging my shoes, pain sia!!! *rub rub*

2 more hrs to go!!

Alritey!! Byebye!!

*watch the world go by*

2008-03-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

Is tt morn mist? Or am I hallucinating? *rub eyes*
Now rushing my work *papers flying, thunder lightning*
Finally done!!
Arh damn!! She's giving me a new stack again!! :(
Deadline nxt tues!! Grr!! Nid to rush again!!
Suddenly thot of raspberry & lemon sorbet...crazy gurl...thinking of sorbet on a cold weather...

2 more busy daes to pass...till wkends.
U're not calling...hav u given up organising? Nid help? Call me!!
Keep myself ready for last min stuff.

Back from lunch, my colleagues are soooo........

Bear wiv it...

Its raining lke cats & dogs!! My feet's gonna get wet again!!! Damn it !!

gtg !!
cya! =D

*paper bags & plastic hearts*

2008-03-11T19:32:00.002+08:00

Phew!! I'm not late todae =D I watched the leaps years yestd, its meant to be a romantic teary movie, but rainbow & I end up laughing during the whole movie. Onli foxie was crying lke nobody's biz. One eg : during the movie, my eye was painful, guess my eyelash drop inside the eye, was rubbing my eye wiv tissue. Rainbow tot I was crying so she kept quiet. I complaint to her, then we end up laughing again. I think as long as we're tgt, no matter how sad the movie is, we're able to laugh abt it. Whoever hire both of us to work, think they will vomit blood...muahahas

All the best to foxie for the rugby competition, anyone interested in rugby, u may wanna go watch it...held at Singapore Polytechnic :) as for the time I duno.

I'm waiting for u~~
I'm waiting for u~~
Waiting for ur phone call la...quick call...nid to noe ur plans...

Okie...nid to go find the IHO(inland haulage origin), I'm sure rainbow can do it :D we start & end work at the same time, no link...heck la, better than nth in common.
I'll control my laughter this sun!! if I dun, I'll probably kill myself. Rainbow has seen me doing so, kinda gd at it (thick-skin).

Looking the sky now, looks so beautiful...as if I’m on clouds =D

Hope I dunid to OT...cos I dun get $$ for OT. Argh!!
Damn! Can’t finish! Heck! Tmrw do then give her. Dun care alr, I’m not paid OT anyway.
Bye peeps!!

*vintage flava*

2008-03-11T00:50:00.003+08:00

Made my way to office ard 15 mins earlier. Cos "boss" cumin'. Duno who it is but better be early than late.
& heard there's gonna be a new colleague cuming =D however, I'm not sure which dae...dots
jus now shld ask which dae...

okie, 2 new ladies join us...I think one of them I think went to documentation, while the other came to our dept.
Welcome!! She come from myanmar, I still can't get her name...dots

Ohoh!! It's a miracle todae!! I din even slp in the office!! Woohoo!! How's tt man!! I did nth special though. I duno how it happen but it jus did!! Yeah yeah yeah!!

Maybe...jus one dae, jus one dae. I'll sign contract wiv a passengers' ship. Away for abt 1 yr, jus to experience a totally diff environment, I may end up regretting, without my frens ard me…but I believe I can do it =D

alrite!! It's a wrap!! gtg !!

*reading u thoroughly…disappointment*

2008-03-08T01:30:00.002+08:00

Fridae is here!!! I shldn't hav sacrifice my slping time for youtube last nite. But how can I resist?!! Its project runway u noe!! This time is on WWF or WWE whichever it is. Designers are to design a wrestling costume for their wrestling model. Kristian has never fail to give gd surprises. I think he may be the winner, u jus nvr noe if he'll mess anything up...however, the possibility is kinda low. Jillian's great too!! Vv nice designs!! But kristian's design is so much rockin' hot!!

Back from lunch!! Had ban mian wiv vivi, ade, selena & yanyan :D having lunch wiv them has never failed to make me laugh...

Damn, last min tell me hav deadline -_-" wth!!!
Hav to finish asap even though deadline is nxt wk.

Hohoho!!! Its 6pm!! Eyes & brain kinda hurt…those funni names I've to find lke feltre, anzola emilia, settimello di calenzano & blablabla…

swtz look so nice...i lke the dress alot =D pretty!pretty!
had loads of fun & laughter :)

*everytime I close my eyes, I realize...*
*casualty*

+sat is finali here!! yeah!!+

2008-03-06T22:34:00.004+08:00

I'm late for work todae!! Argh!! Rain & tummy ache :( stupid rain!! Make my feet wet -_-"
Left my umbrella to dry in the store room, I mus rmbr to bring my umbrella hm!!
Weekends are nearing!! Sabby's happie!! & smiling!!

Vivian decided to hav in hse lunch...& we're having mac...alamak, sumore todae
thurs, reminds me of having mac in class wiv lina waiting for critical reasoning skills...hehes
lina will noe wad I wanna eat whenever I hav mac! Jus tt todae, I’m having lemon tea for a change, cos pantry alr hav milo...lolz

now I'm more awake, at least alil' bit...

tmrw gonna do sth abt the shisedo voucher, I’m not even sure wad I wanna buy. Think I wld
lke to hav a look at Fafi (MAC). It sure is fun to play wiv colours & gothic =D

Anyone out there has juicy gossip to share? Kinda boring in the com u noe~

5 more mins to lunch!! Hope ade is gonna hav lunch wiv us!! I miss her sooo much!

Ohoh!! 3 mins more!! Yeah!!!

Its 1pm now!!! Gtg for lunch! >disappear from desk<

Back from lunch...aiyo...vivian's screaming at the top of her voice tt serene's food looks & taste so
much nicer. My burger looks okie, vivian's one look sick la (I told her tt)...she saes "shut up!!!" hahas, she getting all so worked up, damn funni la. Ade is becoming one workaholic gal, she practically rush to her desk when its 2pm sharp!!. Aiyo, poor ade...sigh.

On my way back to office, 2 pple walking towards me...diaoz. I din wear specs, so I was lke, looks abit familiar but blurry.
Hahas, its vivi & rudy la. Oohh...vivi naughty arhs, hav lunch wiv Rudy dun wan to hav lunch wiv us arh...lolz
Dun wry la, I still lurve u vivi =D

Tmrw’s fridae!!!! Yeappie!!

*momma was old and when i told her to act her age she died *
tks rainbow!!

2008-03-06T00:34:00.002+08:00

Feeling damn slpy now...diaoz. This com reali too boring alr. Everydae same old foodcourt. Omg!! I’m dying!! I wonder how all my colleagues manage to survive. Think they want my life :(

Had lunch wiv Jardine pple!! Ate lor mee, vivi lkes it sooooo much tt she wans to eat it tmrw...aiyo. I dun wan alr. I can't look at magazines & all sorts of stuff. Pple c & can jus tok behind ur backs. So better not. Aiya, heck alr, I started to make phone calls anyway. Onli abt 5 more wks to go besides this wk.

Sigh...Having headache now.

Vivian tt gurl arhs...aiyo, canot go hm at 6pm, if I wanna wait, i'll hav to wait for her till 7pm plus...wad sia.

Met pam!! She reali one cool momma!!

Lazy to type more....chaoz!!

*ice-cream? wad sia!!*

2008-03-04T19:50:00.000+08:00

Boring & slpy tues. Its so cold when I woke up in the morning, jus wanna continue my beauty slp. Damn!
Think hav to get magazines to kill my boredom -_-"
Met Rudy at the mrt...still so shy...aiyo, so cute...hehes. After I reach harbourfront mrt, saw him again. He walk damn fast la! I walk in my own pace, so he's quite a distance away from me. The weird thing is, he turn back to look for me...dots. Then continue to walk...wad sia, are u trying to prove u walk faster than me? Lolz...no la, I noe he’s not as mean as some flirty asshole.

Had walnut cake for breakfast, baked by my mom's boss's mom...long rite? But doesn't matter as long as it's a yum!!

I miss wen wen's one & onli song she sang for me during our sch daes tt gave me goosebumps :$

Saw vivi & vivian during lunch!! had a lil' chat =D
After tt went back to office.

My post seems to be getting shorter & shorter...sigh.

*scream*

2008-03-03T20:04:00.000+08:00

Instead of having my usual milo I had a mix of milo & coffee choc but even after I put extra milo powder in it, it still taste lke mild coffee no choc flavour, its okie la as long as it makes me awake, or maybe not -_-"

I still prefer starbucks...wonder y its called starbucks? Y cant it be named as dogbarks or ratsqueaks...maybe...maybe...moonbarks?
If moon gonna bark I think those light sleepers will hav a prob slping...one gd example is my mom….but if she dun slp well….she’ll probably hav a foul temper. & I dun wan tt to happen. Me & my nonsense.

Oh crap, those >momma< jokes start to surface in my brain...alamak, internal injuries again :/

All the best to lina's competition!! I'm waiting for gd news!! Doesn’t matter if one wins or loses battle. If u're able to defeat urself tt's the greatest achievement u can get...treat it as an experience to learn from!! =D

I can't wait to get home to watch youtube videos!!
Connie's such a sweet heart! I got a lil' teary when I listen to her singing "somewhere over the rainbow", but tt works onli for once, after tt, I'm totali fine :D
I wanna hug her so tightly :) She sooooooooo cute & adorable!!!

Okie...starhub jus sent me the JI msg, he's short 1.58m & limps on left leg.
Er...okie, I'll try look out for him. Aiya, the best thing is hope I dun c him & he dun see me.
Tt will save me loads of trouble. I still wana live leh...dun lke tt. I haven had enough fun.
Gems, gems, gems...which module shld I choose under arts & humanities??

Wad can I do to pull fri nearer to me? Magic? Or jus pure waiting for tt dae to cum?
Duh!! I noe the ans...I'm trying to make myself feel better.

I'll leave on the dot todae...c if I can take the same shuttle bus as vivian!! Haven had lunch wiv her for ages including ade too!!

Wad sia!! No slippers for the whole company?! Wan me to wear heels again?! Idiot!!
In the 1st place...i'm a temp staff, damn pissed off!!
Gotta use the solution tt I use previously, wear slippers to office, so as for gg hm. Then jus change a pair of covered heels from 9am to 6pm. My feet is gonna hurt lke hell. Gonna ask if there are visitors cumin' or she jus make such rules. Cumon'! I'm situated in a place where nobody even notice me. U think wad arhs?! Pple will bend down low to c wad shoe wear I'm wearing arhs? Mus be some idiots go complain, if not y she tell us now.

If after 6pm, she ask how cum I'm wearing slippers, I'll sae in my most polite manner but
in my head is all the cursing & swearing, tell her tt -> "oh, its after office hrs alr, so I'm wearing slippers, besides, I wore office shoes from morn till evening" & I'll end it wiv a smile. Grr!!

Okie, now I noe...its jus for mon & tue cos boss cuming...better ask another staff jus to confirm.

4 b'dae "boys & gals" in our companies todae!! =D
HAPPIE B'DAE!!!!
Then I went pantry to get refreshments, sae a big box, I suspected its b'dae cake...alamak, dun tell me...phew, we jus celebrated their b'daes, tot mus stay back.

Yeah!!! End of dae!!! Lalala~~

*angelic voice of an American sweetheart*

2008-03-03T01:45:00.002+08:00

Went ikea wiv rainbow to get cushions for my back....but the cushion that was of reasonable size's kinda flat, uncomfy....so we went to hav our lunch cum dinner!! both of us had chicken leg wiv swedish herbs!! yummie!! taste sooooo heavenly!! damn nice la! but the gravy was way too salty...think they use sea water to cook la -_-" Both of us were laughing all the way....this the kinda life i wanna live.....life filled wiv nvr ending laughter =D Great food & fantastic fren...wad can i ask for?

After tt, we went to queensway shopping centre....damn boring la! nth to shop :( rainbow wanted to go starbucks....so we went to the wheelock place one....vv cold till brain freeze but i enjoyed it....laughing lke crazy as usual...hahas

We talked alot, updating each other abt our stuff & work...which was gd, at least we noe tt we are still struggling to survive...lolz. Poor gurl, sit in the so called "printer room" wad sia! the com wans her to make frens wiv machines arhs? diaoz....& she had lunch all by herself...aiyo!

Crap! Ltr gg to work AGAIN!! :( boring, boring, boring....kinda lke being locked up in a jail room or sth. I guess surviving in a world of boredom is a skill i hav to learn *roll eyes*

& yea....continue to be suan by junior, i'm so sry to sae but, i'm beginning to dislke junior alil'
I still prefer my own junior :)

*i nid all the encouragements & laughters i can get*

2008-02-29T21:22:00.002+08:00

Munching my breakfast away while I stare at my com, pretending to do stuff...lolz
I wonder if my colleague saw me dozing off & pretending to work(daily)...but I think she noes abt it...the best thing is she doesn't seems to be bothered by it.
Oh well...its gd news for me =D

& yes!! I finally watched an epi on project runway! This time the challenge is to design sth for high sch prom!! I din reali lke this epi...cos the outfit tt the designers made weren't vv fantastic...I mean, I understand tt, cos it's a teenagers' prom night, not those high end fab fashion, so its gotta look reali "hippie". Victoria’s one was jus okie...but she won immunity -_-" wad an irony...hmm...I always lked Victoria based on her overall designs. But she’s those kinda dominant person who just doesn’t noe how to work as a team...quoted from wad her team members sae -> "she kinda bossy" :/

I'm soooo bored!!! Pple, I have work to do la, jus tt the work is boring...lookin' at the
packet of chilli sauce on my table, I wanna poke it open & squeeze it on someone's
face...hahas...tt will entertain me for a while.

Lunch coming soon!! Yeah!! Faster, faster...let me go over Jardine asap!! Hees...

Bac from lunch!! So fun!! =D too bad, gan ma took leave...aiyo...they all arhs...take turns to apply leave....nvm la....mon will also get to see her :D

Dots....my colleague at 1st sae dunid to do....nw nid to do....Grr!! wad sia?! I'm gonna take so long to finish la!! diaoz

gg to the end of the dae alr!!! yeah!!

okie dokie!!! gtg!
junior arhs!!
faster!!
shuttle bus cumin' !! ->on my way hm...kena suan VV BADLY by junior...i'm seriously rolling eyes...gone abit too far alr...feeling pissed off at intervals -_-"

alrite! end of post!
miss me!!
*XOXO*

2008-02-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

Crappy shit! Late again! Grr!! Last time attachment for SIX MTHS also wasn’t late until lke
tt -_-" humph!!
Wonder how’s zarie in London….i bet she’s having fun & stress at the same time : D

My hobby during my office hrs is visiting!! (onli during lunch la) Gonna hav nasi lemak for lunch todae, yestd my colleague ordered an "in house" lunch, I tot its lke >packets< of food, ltr I found out its nasi lemak catering…sth new! =D But I’m not reali a fan of it leh.
Duno y I agree also…dots…

Tmrw is fridae! Nah…no programmes, probably spending the last few hrs of the dae at hm.

Start work again…ZzzZzz…
I’m getting slpy again…omg!! I still hav lke 6 more wks to go….argh!!!

Nasi Lemak => yummie!! & sabby’s happie!! cos she went visiting todae!!
Richard sae I reali miss Jardine…hahas. Yupz, I reali do, but not the work, it’s the pple =D
Tmrw I shall go visiting again!! I’m having ta pao food tmrw, ordered mui fan…lolz
I’ll bring over to Jardine makan…muahahas. Make my gan ma jealous *grins*
Hope Irene is back from leave =D

In another hr plus, I’ll be off…yeah!! & continue to meditate tmrw…hahas. I mus remind myself
tt tmrw can dress down!! Yeah!!
*bored lil’gal*

*sabby’s lurvin’ project runway!!!*
>strut ur stuff designers!<

2008-02-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

I think I’m late for work todae, not so sure though. Junior sure gg kena by pam for being late.
He finali reached office…lalala~ no diff leh, sit so far away.
Hope todae hav time for visiting! Wana ask auntie serene sth…lolz

Its lunch time soon…hmm…dun feel excited at all even noeing tt junior will be having lunch wiv me…weird lo. All the while wanted junior to cum asap, now lke no feel leh. Crap la! Wads wrong wiv me?! Grr!!

Back from lunch!! Had the best time man!! So damn fun la!! Was laughing lke crazy!! I prefer laughing to crazy than being bored to crazy -_-" I finali visited Ade!! Hehe…still the same old person, still canot multi-tasks even though she sae she can…lolz
Aiyo...in conclusion, I must visit Jardine as many times as possible…so tt I’ll be back to normal.
Hope tmrw I can do some visiting!! Yeah!! :D For now…I’ll jus sae, sabby’s happie!! =D

Ever since I started work, I’ve been meditating….uhmm....too bad there’s no pic for me to get
inspiration from…muahahas
I’m missing my gan ma alr…& auntie serene, vivian, ade, uncle dan, Irene & so many more!!!

Junior's not working after march….he’s gg overseas :( wad sia!!

*silence is the worst noise I ever heard*

2008-02-26T22:24:00.001+08:00

Egg tart & lotus paste pastry for breakfast! Yum! =D I dun reali lke lotus paste stuff, but if its brought from tt shop, I’ll eat.
Dad din buy buo luo bao :( sianz...heck la

Tmrw junior cuming to work here. Duno where he’s sitting though.Hope not too far away.So cool rite, he came in after my attachment (tt time) as my fren’s junior. Indirectly also my junior la, but he’s older than me…lolz
If I hadn’t helped him on the transport prob, I guess he wld hav suffered, c I so nice sia, yet he still suan me -_-" but its okie, uncle dan told mm sth...muahahas, c if u still dare suan me :X

This time u cum in ANL, also counted as my junior *grins*
Crap! I nid to register my gems, wad sia...I working leh.

Argh!! I hav to do redo the whole thing! Chicken mcnugget!!

I actuali fell aslp jus now…damn it. Think I’m too bored. Plus I slpt late last nite, so now, I hav to force my eyes open.

Back from lunch, asni bot banana fritters! Erm…not vv nice.Dun even hav the natural sweetness of the fruit itself.Texture lke some cooked potatoes -_-" It’s the worst banana fritters I’ve eaten…yucks! but it was vv nice of her to buy them for us =D arigato!!

Oh yes, during lunch, my head of dept ask me wad work I’m doing & so on....i had to make up an interesting story so tt my colleague wun kena by her…wth. I hav a feeling pam will ask me if I learn new stuff, then I sae er…..”ya, I did” then I’ll be lke….no la, ask me do things to help her lighten her burden, she dun even noe ans to my qns -_-"

Junior!! U better hav lunch wiv me or I’ll kill u!! hahas..no la…cos I canot take alr, my frens are not wiv me for lunch. Then my lunch colleagues & I are more lke employee & employer. Canot stand it alr! I wun even mind having lunch wiv pam(HR) la...this is so not me!!! *SOS* please cum & help me.

Sunsets makes me happie!! Cos this means end of the dae!!

I think I noe where junior sitting alr, 2 tables away…vv far leh!! :( (cos tables are situated far from each other)

Tmrw better get his extension number :D

2008-02-22T22:18:00.002+08:00

Friday is finali here!! Happie to c vivian & boon wee...hahas wanted to type ah boon but ah boon is my classmate, so canot, if not mix up then not so nice, imagine, boon chye & boon wee walking, than I call "ah boon!!" both of them turn ard, it'll be soooo weird weird la.

Crap, somebody's b'dae...I canot pretend I din c or hear sia. How?!! Grr!! Sigh...okok la...I go over to wish her. Feelin' so weird & paiseh leh. Maybe I shldn’t look forward to fridae.

Okie!! I wished her alr =D Hoho!! 7 more working wks! Most importantly, my pay haven cum out yet -_-" Hope swtz’s recovering :) I miss Jardine’s staff! They are more cheerie & fun to be wiv, the funni thing is tt Jardine’s staff consist of older age pple but ANL has alotta young pple. I still feel more comfortable in Jardine. Can walk ard & tok & laugh. In ANL, everyone’s working, I’m lke sitting in a corner...so diaoz...

Oh ya! Ming Wei! How are u in the army? Everyone(Jardine) keep asking me how u are. I'm lke "I duno leh..." how I noe sia, he's not my who sia...aiyo

I miss ade...oh man, no choice leh, my lunch time is fixed. Also not vv nice to leave my colleague alone, afterall she ask me out for lunch on my 1st dae of work, tt was reali swt of her :D I think the staff gg to some place to celebrate one of my colleague's b'dae. Feeling weird again, cos I dun realil noe them & if they ask me, I dun mind la, but they wun let me pay my part one, so its lke eat for free lo. Ltr c how 1st. Worst cum to worst, I call gan ma or vivi to my rescue!! Hope they are having lunch the same time as me! I jus rmbr Leonard owes me lunch!! Hahas, I think he has forgotten all abt it alr. Nvm la, dun care, nxt time lo. He’s reali one kind, tell him I fell down, then he ask how? Why? When? Somemore ask wad is ur position when u fell down...sae me clumsy -_-" u nvr fall down b4 issit? Mean leh, QI SI WO LE ! >.<
*DOOR CLOSING*

2008-02-18T00:59:00.001+08:00

Chingay's one HOT activity!! (despite the weekly boring sessions at RJ)
kinda crappy...wasn't able to see the firecrackers & fireworks cos i'm situated at marina :(

Preview was boring cos we waited quite long for the performance to start, including the waiting intervals....chu er was scolded by some ah pek, blaming her for the slow performance....plz Mr ah pek, we are not the organiser, how wld we know its gonna take so long to start -_-''
The preview ended ard 10pm, but we're not allowed to go off, still hav to hang ard at our designated areas, then we hav to file off to the tentage.

By the time we reached the tentage, its lke 12 past midnite...so the EXCO sae they will pay for the cab fares with a minimum of 3 pple.
We hav 5 pple altogether, chu er, sze yee & debbie taking 1 cab. Leaving me & li jia trying to find another person. We finally found one & so happen i guess his add correctly. Nvm abt tt part....he got 16 bucks, i've got 10, li jia's got 10. I think shld be enough. He is soooooo making me roll eyes & making li jia pissed. Then we told the taxi uncle to go to the nearest place 1st....it ended up him, then li jia then me. The the total bill is a double up. Yet i saw him sitting in the front seat counting money, i'm expecting 10 bucks, yet he gave me 6 bucks!!! OMG!!! Its lke WTH!!! U've got 16 & u gave me 6?!! ok, maybe u may not be lke filthy rich but knowing tt u'll be paid for the fare & yet u gave 6 BUCKS?!! ARGH!!!! gd thing we noe his horoscope, all of us agreed not to get a bf of such horoscope. Kiam Siap!! Naggy!! Forget it man!

In the end, i had to ask my mom to give me extra $$ to pay the taxi fare -_-'' bleah
The nxt dae we complained to chu er they all....we agreed he's so not a gentleman, not the issue of who reach hm 1st, but over the $$ prob and the way he does & stuff tt he tok abt.

Actual Chingay!!
Same place.wiv more pple.more fun!! yeah!! we cheered & blowed our whistles!!! Oh i forgot to mention abt F1!! omg!! so fun! so cool! the engine sound! now i understand y some pple lke F1..hahas.

We had to push the barricades back and 2 promoters were so nice!! tot onli the crowd gets red bull...but we get it too!! yeah!! energy to chiong for 5 more hrs, jus as one of the promoter saes so :D

Ard the end of the performance, the chingay team was cheering & clapping & shouting....while doing so, i saw rick!! crap la u....wave lke crazy u din c me....aiyo....i hav to get out then u c me...dots leh u.

The ang mos were more enthu!! hahas...okie la, locals were also but not all =D

After tt, we gather at the tentage. After scanning of cards, we went hm!!

I LURVE CHINGAY!!!

*the high sch musical song stuck in my head cos they keep playing during chingay*

2008-02-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

oh great charger's gotta prob - can't charge
the unlucky thing is - hp NO batt
BAD DAY!!

*hate it when i can't do my fav expression*

hope luck's on me on V'dae!! =D

2008-02-02T02:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE WILSON!!!

Hols been boring & vv dull. I don't know what others are doing, seems lke I'm living in my own world.

I have to go for chingay trainings in the early morn, practically learning nth out of it. My leader's kinda grumpy, doesn't even smile. She only talks to her sch classmate, didn't make an effort to talk to her group members, oh well, what a leader I've got.

Other than that, I made new frens! 1 of them is from mentoring(my grp) and the other gal(in other grp), oh...there is a weird guy in my grp, my frens were avoiding him. Think he's trying to make frens wiv us, oh well....too bad la, they dun really want to accept him as a fren. If u didn't behave in such a strange manner, I would hav helped you.

This wk is a shopping wk for cny clothes. I actually bought something red, the black one look nicer but cny la....parents prob again, plus I'm despo alr, if i dun buy, sure hav to go out again. So I went out wiv my cousin, finally I bought it on the 2nd day *Phew*

My sec frens are still having sch, my poly mates probably trying to think of ways to entertain themselves, tt includes me.

My wen wen gg overseas...ben gg overseas...i wanna go overseas too!! Mus enjoy urself kaes? It is compulsory tt all my frens come back in one piece!!! So be sure to take care of yourself! Don't worry abt the pressies....I just wan pictures & pictures & more pictures of urself & the sceneries over there...tt will do :D

Arigato to those who showed concern to my phone. Esp ben, who offered to lend me his other phone for the time being.

Cny's cumin', I don't even feel excited over it. The thought of wearing red from top to toe was really bad enough. What's more gonna cum?

Oh ya, having club bbq on tues, I made a promise tt I will go.

Oh damn...gg for training ltr, starts ard 10am. Every session has dress code. Argh!!!!! Nvm la, my frens are my motivation :)

I nid a job! Anyone can recommend me one?

2008-01-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE B'DAE RAINBOW!!!

EXAM ARE FINALLY OVER !!!

On fri (last dae of exam), we went to kallang for ice-skating...damn fun!! Reali was laughing & playing!! hees...wen & joo the most pro skaters :) rine & qing din skate wiv us but no wrys! there's always a chance!!

Sat - we went to dhoby ghaut for dinner to celebrate rainbow's b'dae!! She's 19 now!! yeah!! tt means i'm gg to be older...but its okie, glad she enjoyed herself :D
We walked ard in ps b4 gg to fish & co...the place was reali beautiful, atmosphere was terrific! rainbow looked reali pretty!! she had cheesy fish & chips(she luvs it), joyce & I had seafood platter, jean had seafood pizza & char came ltr to mit us.

As we had our meal, the staff of fish & co started shouting cheers for b'dae boys & gals...there were so many of them having b'dae celebrations! We wanted sth diff from them, we wanted to sing a song and make a special cheer for her...end up onli 2 were allowed to sing on stage *claps* the singer helped us in way by singing along, cos the audience can't hear wad they were singing....but its the heart tt counts so dun feel bad la joyce :)

The overall service was excellent,wana thank the staff there for helping us esp a waitress...she's sooo cute la!!! can't help smiling to myself..hahas

char's oreo cheesecake was vv nice & yummy....cos i can't taste any cheese in it!!

I can't wait to mit up wiv them again...but i understand they have exams....think i'll hav to go to visit their hse to see them...i miss u guys!!

*good luck to all having exams
I know you'll do your best*

2008-01-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

tmrw having my 1st paper....damn!!
Argh!! same old routine again -_-''

I realise when one is studying, the noise ard u seems to be louder....tt's soooo frustrating. Imagine u are squeezing info in ur head, while pple outside are screaming & the cars are honking!! its lke GAWD!! can u all jus SHUT UP!! Oh well....its not as if they will stop wad they are doing...

Received an email on the participation of chingay!! i wanna go!! but i wanna work as well!! At tt moment when i saw my mail...i'm lke....how great it will be if i can split myself into 2 & do them all at the same time!! I nid $$ & i dun wanna waste such a gd chance!! Grr!!! its all so frustrating....will ask baby fats if she's gg, tmrw.....

think tt shld be all for this wk!!
exams!! & exams!! -> slap u left, right and send u to a faraway land...

2008-01-11T02:10:00.000+08:00

Exams are just ard the corner and that sucks big time!! its lke...not again?!!
the lives of human beings = study + work + coffin
I hate my current state of life, can't wait for exams to end...hols will be ard 2 mths plus & oh yeah, its gonna be my 3rd yr soon....stress!!!

i realised....i've got......
NO LIFE!!

can u be more fun? argh!! damn! its not lke u are one!
a BIG red CROSS on ur head, a big nono!!!!

no matter wad u do...noe ur limits & STOP acting lke a....immaturity is gg to bring u nowhere!!! hate it!! plz end ur nonsense & get some proper brain juice right away!

2007-12-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

Christmas jus passed, now its lke waiting 2008 to come...so no life -_-''

On the eve of christmas, i was doing project on msn wiv my grp mates, then was lke...okie...not again, a christmas spent at hm.
Then received a call...& yeah!! Crash party!! Damn fun sia!!
When we reached the hse, son was lke "eh...i've got sth to tell u."
So he told us clement was there, okie, i duno who the hell he was, but apparently joyce was lke..."OMG!!!"
So i'm lke...okie, there gonna be drama to see!! *can't wait*
okie, now i noe wads gg on...so clement lkes joyce but joyce dun lke him cos of sum stuff.

Title of the drama : Avoiding clement
I mus sae this drama is worth watching, its more of a comedy !! hahas...clement is practically trying to follow us every where...man!! joyce so dun lke him la!!

We reached hm ard 4plus, door locked, both of us are lke "If its not gonna open, we'll go back..." I mus admit that i hope the door can't open...lolz okok, i'm mean, but hey!! I haven had enough fun yet!! We were all getting reali tired & slpt till ard 12 plus, damn!! son called us out for breakfast!! I din pick up the phone, i was almost dead asleep, how wld i noe the phone ringed....oh man!

We went church after having lunch....then dinner....absolutely enjoyed myself all the way!!

2007-12-17T12:14:00.000+08:00

2 wks of hols hav begin, all fully packed, time hav to be distributed btw my diff grp of frens & my sch work. Christmas cumin', but i dun even feel tt sense of celebration.

Alotta things happened, be it slow, fast, serious or light. Oh well, it all hav passed, but i can predict there will be more. This year is coming to an end, wad will be the last pg of 2007 be? Will there be unfinished stories? Unsolved problems brought forward to 2008? I noe that as for my story, they will end nicely, no frenship probs & wad sorts, unless some idiotic pple go ruin it. Then i'll jus tear tt part out & burn it in the fire...

I hate to accept the unacceptables...argh!! i wan my late nite starbucks gathering again!! okie, i'm kinda broke, maybe we will push it back ya? so many stuff to tell my gfs!!

I jus hope pple will hav more gd brain cells to use for diff situations, dun wanna history to repeat itself...

And yes, the first cut is the deepest....

2007-12-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

This wk kinda unlucky....so suay la!! file broken & umbrella stolen....damn!!
Manage to finish my fmis (financial mgmt) & my crs (critical reasoning skills). wads nxt? law & insurance project! gawd!!! :(

Unfortunately, rine's wk wasn't lucky either, almost kena by eggs & her phone spoil :( hope her phone can be repaired, if not it'll be vv inconvenient for her.

Sat staying at hm -_-'' so dots...
Oh ya, qing & cedrick went out todae of cos there's a reason -> HAPPY B'DAE Ah SEH!!

Reali swt of my sugarie, she wanted to give me some doughnuts....reali paiseh, i din cum out. but its the thot tt counts!! Thnx!! *hugs to u* :D

Christmas cumin' !!
Everyone of us are thinking of ways to celebrate...i'm the one who usuali goes to a party but not organise it....muhahahas....but if nided, i dun mind being part of the organising team :)

movie i watched - Enchanted
Swt & nice.....a story tt is sooooooo not real, but sth we want to watch, a happily ever after. In reality, even the royal families dun hav such case of happily ever after...so dots -_-''

Days jus come & go....nth is foreva...maintaining is the difficult part. Nvr will i understand till one explains oneself.

2007-12-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE B'DAE LINA !!! Woo!! Finali 19!!! hahas

FMIS is down....now concentrate on CRS....Grr!! 1 more project is cumin' up....this time 5 pple....phew....
Oh, my gals nid to rest well.....nid loads of slp. Everyone on Mon were having eye-bags....aiyo...poor gals....

tmrw no lina.....oh man....dun wry lina!! i'll get ur notes for gems (if he gives)

There is too much stuff to do....hav been slping during lessons, esp those boring yet impt ones...damn....then sumone throw eraser on my table while i'm slping -_-'' eh, nxt time gentle can anot....tot jaafar wans me to wake up lo....diaoz

gerard reali my enemy sia!!! humiliating is the word to describe him....its not the 1st time alr kaes?!! wth!

nowadays, the wind is getting stronger....but nice...hees....i lke it....esp those late night rains, so comfy in bed.

Tmrw gonna support SMA for some sports dae stuff....morsecode sumore...hahas
Ladies!! get loads of goodies ya?!! Ohoh...wen!!! dun forget to take alotta balloons!! *evil grins* lets c....u're not scared of balloons....i'm not too....qing, rine & nana also not scared....hmm....who's scared arhs??

lappy sooooo heavy....but i'm fortunate to hav pple ard me to help me take!! *HUGS to ALL*

hmm....now 8.30pm alr....where did they go? so long haven cum bac yet....aiyoyo
Ben!! Wen!! Dan!! CUM BACK!!! lolz

Oh!!! they're back!! yeah!!!

2007-12-02T01:45:00.000+08:00

Been reali busy nowadays & damn STRESS!!!! oh gawd!! when can i finish my projects, its lke forever nvr ending :( i dun even hav enough slp lo !!

Wadeva la!!

I'm soooooo angry wiv the biz blk pple esp the one who are studying accounts, as for which class, i duno la. I dun understand, y a clique can be so selfish as to leave out 1 of their grp member. Treat that person lke some trash!! Ask wad happen, then u all sae nth is wrong, its lke....hey!! ask u all nicely alr, then ur sae nth happen, then y leave me outta grp?!! *vulgarities to those idiotic GALS and boy* i can't believe gals can do such immature stuff, its lke, hey!! wth la!! if pple ask u all alr, then still sae nth, then dun let me in the grp.....its definitely sth gg on, u shld sae out instead of letting tt person suffer right?! those brainless brats!! Grr!!! wait till ur time comes!

I feel so sad for that person...sigh, reali want to roast those pple!!!

As for me, i think i'm more fortunate than tt person, at least my frens wun do tt to me.

to my frens :::> dun wait till u lose sth then u regret for wad u did...

2007-11-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

Todae's the last dae of exams...surprisingly, i din feel anything, neither happy nor sad....hmm...think my senses are numb.

Now i'm in club sitting on the grandfather sofa(the 1 seater black sofa), wiv ben's lappy on my lap....while a gang of "hei se hui" sitting beside me playing taiti(did i spell wrongly?)...hahas
Think i'm suitable to sit on the grandfather sofa, cos plus my coughing...macham lke sickly pple sia...hahas

Let's sae last wk was a suay wk, tis wk is exams wk, all these 2 wks plus my illness....how lucky can i get? Grr!!!

Ohoh!! wanna thnx my kor for teaching me stats & financial mgmt !! hees :D Choc sundae on me la! but not everytime, cos i'll go broke...lolz

i wanna get my cushion & put it in club, so everytime i go club can hug & carry it ard :) sounds lke a lil' gal rite? hahas

Anyways...haven been slping well these days....tis whole wk adds up to lke probably 2 to 3hrs of slp, & i mean tis whole wk!! Gawd!!!

Jus feel lke stoning, staring, lazing ard...

Oh, i almost forgot!

Good Luck to those who are having their MSTs nxt wk! Mug Hard!
Ben! eat more!! *pinch cheeks* hahas

Think i'll use my free time to look for blogskins!! hehes

think i'm beginning to lke u more :P
(eh! its my bro la! dun think so much)

2007-11-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

This week has nvr been good. So many things to do & rush thru'...Grr!! wth!!!

Its worse than those normal sch daes...hope the b'dae gals enjoyed themselves :D

Aiya...this week is too tiring, ICAs cuming lke jus in a blink of eye :(

tell me tell me, wad am i suppose to look forward to?? so sickening!!

Damn!! e-learning haven done finish yet...Argh!!

2007-10-18T13:35:00.000+08:00

Yestd was lke crazy for me!! Trying to do some argumentative essays -_-'' wth! wads has it gotta do wiv maritime?! Damn!

Of cos i hav my form of relaxation too =)

The idea of having a comedy sitcom is so ROCKIN' HOT!!! muahahas....gonna be so pop!! But think 1 type of human species will hate us! But who cares!! Heck la!

Anyways, wanna thnx pple who helped me wiv my essay! u guys RAUX!!

okie,okie, as i'm writing...lina orders me to sae i love her 100% -_-'''' dots sia!! haha
okie larh "I LOVE YOU LINA TEO!!"

pple out there dun be mistaken, i love u all too!! Muacks :D

tmrw mentoring camp...& lina has not decide if she wanna go anot...argh!! i dun wana go alone!!
I haven't pack my laggage yet!! diaoz...oh wadeva!! heck la!!

This weekend gonna be so damn busy...fri & sat gg for camp! sun cuzzie's b'dae! Aiseh! so tired sia! Now waiting for CRS lec to cum...ltr gonna hav uncle Tang...wad sia!! dun lke lo!! 1 pervert!!

2007-10-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

I guess everyone was born to write a story.....
Some tragic~
Some glamorous~
Some tearful~
Some filled wiv happiness~
I wonder what's mine...what will be the last sentence of my story?
Maybe i'll regret for the things I did...sigh
I'll probably hate myself for not doing the things i wanted to do...

If I'm left with 1 day more to live, this is what i want to do
- Say "I Love You" to my families & friends
- Embrace each and everyone of them (tightly)
- Try hard not to cry
- Tell them how much they meant to me
- Take a stroll in my Primary & Secondary School
- Sit in the last row to have a good look of the chapel ( CHIJMES )
Lastly, take out all the photos of my loved ones, placing them beside my bed...
There I lie...closing my eyelid....
As I close them, I shed my last tear on earth (most common part you see in the movies)

The last part is abit dramatic, but seems beautiful to me......

2007-09-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

okie, bad timing to blog, but anyways, sch starting in lke ard 10 hrs, sickening, hav to rush to sch lke mad again & squeeze wiv pple who jus wun budge when i try to move in....Grr!!
This sem's lecturers dun reali look appealing, in the sense of nice & not so strict teachers, more lke the strict type or the duno how to teach type..oh oh, plus the pervert type :(

I've bot a pair of covered shoes, personally, i dun think the shoes is nice, look weird, i bot it for the sake for not getting caught by strict teachers (cos they go by the rules - no slippers allowed!)...its black & white stripes, lke sum zebra lke tt -_-'' but wadeva, jus hav to wear it for the 1st week & observe which lec minds & which lec dun, i wanna wear SLIPPERS!!!! argh!!

okie dokie!! gtg pple! Wish me luck tmrw!!
hope i'm not late again...sigh

2007-09-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

Cruise overall was okie, partly becos i went before the last time....the most fun part was the strong wind, absolute fun!! All of us were screaming...or lets jus sae onli 3 of us, cos rine din scream...hahas, was grabbing onto her while walking, all was laughing, we had a great time!
Words can't reali describe the feeling, u nida experience urself :D

Sleeping thru' out the workshops onboard...not enough free & easy :(

Redang Beach - nth much to shop (bad news for shopaholic)
Soft sand btw my toes...Geez!! free massage!! Water so clear tt u can see the fishies...except the branches & bees :(

After cruise, still hav to attend workshops, saw someone's face with make-up...not tt its bad, but a guy with foundation? my 1st time sia....i noe i noe its normal but...well...everyone has their 1st time rite?

Then got to noe chalet was cancelled, heard gg to change it to bbq...i think if its held on wkends will be best, cos sum pple are working.

History will all repeat itself again, we will be seeing pple in cliques rather than bonding wiv each other...the guys will be playing com games...us? i duno, besides eating & toking, i duno wad we can do...then wad? play wiv barbie dolls arhs? dots rite :D

i noe...we can all slp...muahahas

did i mention the bed is damn comfy? I'm booking my bro's bed!! since i dun think they will be niding it since they are playing com games...unless they are playing hide & seek -_-''

3 week of hols...wad to do??

lets see.....

- i've still got my sparkling black eye shadow to buy!!

- maybe volunteer work?

- shopping (but boring)

- oh! oh! members of the debating team mus start asap! but i find tt on msn is not as fun...cos we canot see each others' expressions...hahas

Pple out there!! any suggestions to a gal who has onli 3 weeks of hols??

Just tag will do!!

thks!!

2007-09-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

You Are A Vanilla Ice Cream Girl

Flexible. Easygoing. Classic.

What Flavor Ice Cream Girl Are You?

2007-07-20T00:54:00.000+08:00

Me & my indecisiveness are killing me!! The pros & cons are weighing me down...Adults!! evil & wicked!! I believe i'll be lke one when i becum older but in the meantime, i dun care anymore!

shld i seize the opportunity? will i be alone? wads the reason behind it? who will ultimately be the nice one at the end of the day? issit worth it? bad luck is pouring over me all over the place, at work, travel, home & all sorts of things...ARGH!!!

i want to heck all things, but i noe i can't...so jus cum la, i'll find solutions to those probs.

2007-07-01T03:35:00.000+08:00

Good gals dun lie,
ßad gals dun cry,
Ðumb gals need "air",
Naughty gals need underware,
§weet gals aren't mean,
Funny gals make a scene,
Perfect gals have all the class,
Mean gals will kick your a**,
§mart gals will excel,
Gossip gals will tell,
Popular gals get all the boys,
£ittle gals play with toys,
Ñormal gals are nothing new,
$o which one applies to you?

*jus a poem, dunid to get angry or wad sorts k?*

2007-06-30T13:34:00.000+08:00

I got this qn from tv.

I wonder wads ur choice.

wld u wan a guy to get wet wiv u in the rain?

OR

wld u wan a guy to hold an umbrella to shield u frm the rain?

my ans?
i wan both -reason being- depends wad i'm wearing on tt dae...hahas
sry arhs, i'm vv realistic...& greedy :P

pls give an ans! wee~

2007-06-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

I shld hav see tt pervert's face, too bad i was scared. Damn pervert!! if there was a big parang, i wld hav aimed at u!! I regret not looking it the lil' door magnifying glass, but the light was on, u will see my shadows.

Told my mom abt it, she sae y i din call for her, i'm lke, u want me to scream & shout in the middle of the night? are u crazy?!

I still can rmbr u wore a red shirt!! u big pervert!! Grr!!

Vic - thnx for helping me. At 1st i did wondered how cum she was nice suddenly, after wad u told me, i begin to think if she was all a fake in the 1st place to start wiv, fear tt the sch will not let any students enter the company again, if any students complain -_-"

2007-06-18T02:08:00.000+08:00

Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd, I'm losing my breath.
Lost as a girl, lost as a woman,
I need to grow up, don't think I can.

Lost as a person, can't find my way.
Lost in life, every day.
Lost in worry, who am I?
All my life, I've lived a lie.

Lost to kindness, lost to love,
Lost in a sky, like a new-born dove.
Lost in thought, which I shouldn't do,
It winds me up, I can’t get through.

Lost to comfort, all kind words,
Lost to advice, it isn't heard.
Lost to those who really care,
All these people, always there.

Lost in me, I need a break,
Lost in wonder, which road to take?
Lost in a place I don't know well,
Where are you now? There's no one to tell.

Lost here, all alone,
Lost apart from the mobile phone.
Lost still...
I'm struggling alone, to break these walls.

Lost in mind, lost in soul,
Lost memories, they're just a hole.
Lost family, lost mate,
Gone now, yet I'm full of hate.

Lost in this world,
Lost now, for what to say,
Lost in boredom, think I'll leave.
There's a lot in life I need to achieve.

its time to end all things & know what's happening, so that i can have a better vision & clearer mindset of whom i shld keep by my side.

2007-06-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

My colleague took 2 days of leave & tt sucks big time!! cos todae she was on mc, which was unexpected...Grr!! She din even inform me abt wad to do & i'm stuck here. The whole dae kena by my other colleague. Cos at 1st there are 4 pple doing the job, 3 permanent staff & 1 temp (not me). Then 1 colleague quit her job. while the temp is gg to army, so happen tt its after ard 3 mths of my itp, so i got transferred to tt dept. Presently, 2 perm & 1 attachment. I'm dying!! So big difference from the previous dept. STRESS is all i can sae.

So i predicted nxt mon & tues, I'll die. I'm soooo angry la, jus learn new stuff then 1 take leave, the other gets hot-tempered easily. wad's their prob man!! sigh....mon hav to do schedules, still hav to help tt hot-tempered one. I'll suffocate. My senior working in another dept told me to tell my LO abt the overtime thing. He even offered to help me call up sahwan, i'm lke er.....i duno la.....

I'm sooo stuck here. Moreover, think i was scared stiff on the mc & kena by my colleagues tt i do alot wrong stuff -_-" i duno wad she want! she sae do this, then ltr change cos i ask her again, then when i ask her again, she changed. So i jus do wad i think its rite, dun care alr! Get scolded then get scolded. When i ask her, she gave me tt angry face.

:( so irritated by her although i understand tt she's lke doing all the stuff by herself. Poor thing.

*i nid a breather*

2007-05-27T03:42:00.000+08:00

sales is here in s'pore....alot of pple probably gg crazy over it which includes me!! But dun think the clothes, shoes, etc...is tt fantastic, besides, maybe becos of the abt to increase GST is a big happening...so singaporeans hav to buy lke mad! think i'm one of them too, but of cos i dun buy stuff blindly.

List of stuff i want to buy & stuff to be done...

tops
bottoms esp jeans
make-up : i'm eyeing on tt black sparkling eye-shadow!! maybe gloss & liner too!!
shoes & gg out type of slipper, heels will be the last choice though, cos it hurts!! unless its a damn hot pair of heels tt i'll kill myself if i dun buy it
pierce my ear holes again at the doc, cos i was too frustrated tt it kept closing alotta times(bac of the ear hole), tt i hav to force the ear stick thru' the skin, which turn out to be slanted, not nice & cos of jetty jumping, so i let it close
sum accessories?
a bag (prolly dunid to buy, cos my bag haven't spoil yet)

Hmm....think tt's all....if i've got any more, will update further.

Gals foreva hav stuff tt they wana buy = neverending shopping spree mission....i'm eyeing on tt Zara top!!! GRR!! no discount & damn ex!! I feel tt i look mature in tt top...wad to do, i LUV it!! to me, it looks absolutely artistic!! but i shall wait for zara to start having sales. Did i missed out anything? erm...not sure, hope to get everything done before the end of s'pore sales!

Can't wait!!

2007-05-24T02:00:00.000+08:00

6th May 07
I had a great time!! thnx guys!! although its damn obvious tt 2 parties are not reali toking to each other, but oh well....overall its okie la. Qing & rine left earlier, then all of us left, the guys went off....think not hm, shld be some other place.

Thnx for the pressies!!

me & my frens din went hm, we went to my mac, near my hse, wanted to go other place, but the guys din wana go, so we make it near to everyone's hse. Was laughing lke crazy at mac, then the ladies were hungry, went to hav prata, everyone luv banana prata, but i hate it!! hahas, & the rose syrup wiv lime. Ewwww....duno y they lke rose syrup, totali disgusting!! Went bac ard 3 to 4am plus, to my fren's hse.

I've got loads to complain!! abt ITP!! ever since i changed dept, it sucks!! Its not easy & 1 of the colleague hav a kinda bad attitude prob :(
She so happen to sit beside me, oh man!! She smells of cigarrette!! I can't stand it! I'm having headache everydae, becos of 1 of such reasons!! Alot of pple smoke & i'm lke breathing in wherever i go.

PPLE!! I onli hav 2 LUNGS!!! U can kill & pollute ur own, but pls DUN destroy mine!! I'm suffocating!! My joy at work is when i see charlotte!! (even though we're not in the same company).

I duno how to do stuff, i'm all so confused!! ARGH!!! My eyes gg to be blind!! My skin is gonna dry up. I'm so sick!!

I look forward to Sat & Sun!! cos i can rest....take a break. I miss the times where i sat in a cafe wiv the rain pouring outside. I luv it!! Too bad my parents sucks in way tt i can't go hm late or last minute stay at my fren's hse :(

sick of work work work....low pay & loads of work!! -_-"
Plus no msn, cos computer too pathetic!! Connection bad! & tt's the gal's com!! happily using my com when i hav to use HER COM!! Wad luck i hav!

Looking left & right, i see strangers. Not one i noe, everyone rushing to their destinations. But its not tt bad...nobody cum & kajiao me.

think i hav to slp....now 2.37am alr....aiyoyo!! :/

2007-05-24T01:49:00.000+08:00

She sits in her room all alone...and just watches the rain fall.
She sits there and listens to the sound of the rain splatter on her window.
She's alone...lonely....heartbroken!
But surprisingly the girl loves the rain.
Why?
Why does the sound of the rain ease her heart to rest?
Why does the emptiness calm her and somehow give her a purpose.
It's her..she?? like the rain.
She's so quiet and soft...she can just go into a room and just fade away!
She once was happy, she once was alive.
Every time u seen her she always had a smile on her face.
Then out of no where it disappeared..vanished gone forever!
Now she just sits in her room alone no smile no life in her eyes.
Just pain and tears!
Now all u see when u look at her is the rain......

2007-05-05T00:56:00.000+08:00

Ltr in the nite i'm gg to Indochine!! There will be my frens & my poly frens. But i think there will be sum kinda weird atmosphere. hope they can mix ard well...dun be shy guys!! talk!!

wanted wear heels, but of all things, i can't....no choice, hav to wear slippers.

U'll be seeing a sabrina limping ard...wad a thing to happen when my b'dae is jus soooo near...aiyaya.

But its okie, i get to c all my frens as a reward!!

Cya tonite pals!!

2007-04-15T03:23:00.000+08:00

felt reali bad tt i din manage to go for the celebration...jus mixed feelings...

2007-03-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

I'm such a lazy gal not to change my blog skin, besides i duno those com stuff, afraid tt if i did sth, all posts will be gone or sth.
Hmm...i duno, tt's y i din take the risk.

Oh well, its been centuries since i last written anything. Work is much much too overloaded, sum pple jus lke to give me alotta stuff to do. Hey old man!! i'm here to learn!! Not to help u finish up ur work kaes!! Everydae OT but no extra pay...wads this man!! wad a sardine la!

But except him, the rest of the staff are real nice!! Esp Esther !!! I luv her man!! always the one being so patient (even though she's not my mentor), friendly & funni !! She's soooo lovable!! Hav a momma feeling !

I hav 2 SP DMTM graduates in my company, 1 is having 3 mths probation, the other is temp staff waiting for NS. I've got Amalina in my company too!! Charlotte's in CMA. Tran is in sum Arab company. But all the companies is under Jardine. Me & Amalina is in Jardine.

I'm doing customer service while amalina is doing logistics. The weird thing is I dunid to listen to phone calls which was bad...cos i badly wanted to hav customers call & i can tok to them or sth :(

wad i'm doing is all paperwork & data entry & all sorts of printing & faxing stuff, & to think tt i hav to do the closing of the cheques everydae, tt explains y i hav to OT almost everydae. & i can onli do ard 4pm cos tt person sae if do too early & when the customers come late to give cheques how? I was lke...okie, fine. Others get ready or are finishing up their stuff, while i begin the battle of speed & accuracy at tt time. How nice -_-"

I'm finali gona learn new stuff tmrw !! Yeah!! but its lke half dae learn other stuff & the other half stuck wiv tt pathetic man!! I bet he nids me badly to finish the closing of cheques......basicali i do all of the closing of cheques. Yeah, u helped me by doing the smallest pile of closing cheques...do u noe the smallest pile usuali jus mean a few onli? & there were times when the smallest pile is actuali 1 piece of paper!! I was lke, yeah!! thnx ALOT!!!

While doing those cheques, u kept adding work on my desk, i'm lke...woa!! i'm not a robot kaes? even a robot nid to charge everydae!!
sigh, so wad if i'm learning new stuff, u jus add stuff on my desk....u are sooooo DAMN LAZY LA!! worst than me lo!! i noe i'm cheap labour, but...but...u can't do tt!! dun forget, MOM is jus within walking distance!!

kk...curtains are automatically cumin' down....gtg!!

2007-02-22T20:28:00.000+08:00

So pissed wiv my brother....he attempted to kill me....i finished my dinner & was holding my utensils walking to the basin....my idiotic brother stretched out his leg on the purpose to trip me....how nice!!! >good thing i did not fall<

readers may think he's lke...playing wiv me....ehem...ya ya ya...of all things he did to me....i hate him to the core....such a pest.

Doing everything he can to piss me off....& i hav to help him do stuff....sickening asshole.
He's an angel in front of my parents & devil in front of me.

He's the one who cause my left leg to be bend a little if anyone notice it. I have bruises on my body....wad an attacker. I'm onli controlling myself from doing anything rash. I definitely dun wanna end up being a murderer.

I'm still in the darkness, waiting for tt teeny weeny light to appear. I'm all so stuck at the bottom, but hav to be strong & nvr to give up.

Life will turn ard i guess...somehow...i jus gotta be true to myself & tt's all i've got to do.

2007-02-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

todae went out wiv cussie to get her stuff & make-up.
As i was shopping ard, felt a bad headache....so pain....aiyo. But manage to bear wiv it the whole dae.

The headache is still continuing now. aiyo....dun feel lke typing now. but i feel abit better though, after taking panadol.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY !!!

2007-02-14T01:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY V'DAE to EVERYBODY!!!

argh!!! i still haven write my letter....shit! lol

todae is v'dae! actuali i'm feeling neutral abt....cos v'dae is not all jus abt spending time wiv the person u lke or luv...but u can spend it wiv ur loved ones eg: family & frens!!

i finali bot my cny clothes....onli the top...looks red....looks pink...anyways, its pink, tt's wad the tag saes....lol

aiyo...lazy to type more...
byezz!!

2007-02-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

cny is lke soooo near & i haven bot my new yr clothes...lolx
tis yr seems so weird....cos i dunid to go sch celebrate...man i miss those cny concerts...although the starting of the concert always seems so boring...hahas.

i jus rmbred, i haven done my letter yet...darn!! Grr!! hav to do...but...wads gona be the content?! Argh!! i duno!!

These few daes jus spend time in front of the com watching youtube videos...thnx char!!! the videos are vv funni!! ahahas

okie...gtg...bye bye!!

2007-02-08T17:18:00.000+08:00

angry again!! tis time wiv my brother!!

Both my mom & brother went out together....so i was watching youtube videos....then ard in the evening, sumone was fiddling wiv the lock....tot was robber!! okie...one time fiddling wiv the lock is lke okie...cos it cld be the wind...but too many times....its not normal. I went to look thru the door hole. Can't see the person...tot was sum blanket tt was hanged to dry outside. After continuous looking & staring thru the door hole. It looked lke a person. Tot was sum pple checking the electricity thing...but the thing is. Tt person din move & worse of all, i can't c the face, cos the metal grill was blocking it. I was lke wa lao ehs...can move abit anot, let me c ur face. tt person din move...hmm...okie fine...but the sound of the fiddling wiv the lock was continuous, of cos btw intervals....my heart was beating damn fast.

So 1st thing is to call pple...wanted to call my bro's phone...but he changed his no recently & i dun hav his no....so fine, call my dad's, & of all things, he din pick it up. I was lke SHIT!!

HOW HOW HOW?!

Then called my uncle...he said he'll cum over to hav a look wad happen.

then heard the lock sound was opened, okie i'm doomed...but heard the keys sound. i was lke...aey? izzit one of my family members cum home? i was vv confused on wad to do. actuali tot of holding a chopper in my hand & another weapon in the other. Scared lke hell la!!

then saw my mother....phew....so it was my bro & mom. I was lke....cool !! my mom & bro scared away the robber izzit? ask mom a few qns...i was lke....wa lao ehs...cos my mom went to buy stuff & my bro came up & waited outside our door cos he dun hav the keys. So my bro was fiddling wiv the lock....Grr!! i was so damn freakin' scared. Stupid brother!!!

I've to call my uncle & tell him dunid alr...so paiseh la. He even came our hse to ask wad happen even though i told him everything was okie. Aiyo, heard my mom sae tt he jus reach his office then i called, then he came all the way here to make sure i was safe.

Soooooooo embarrassing !! aiyo!!! i seriously hav no face to c him.
so paiseh!!!
who sae having brothers are great? yea, its great, but definitely not my stupid pig bruuuuther.
Din even apologise!! chicken mcnugget la...i'm still freakin' out.

wad cause me to think it was a robber? well....cos pple steal my >ehem<...so i sorta link them together.

2007-02-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

wa lao ehs!! so pissed off by my mother !! tok to her fren over the phone is fine. But she shldn't hav sat on my papers lo!! those are my attachment papers stuff leh!! Damn angry la!!!....my papers were folded lo!! tell alr, she jus push the papers further causing more folds on the papers. & she continue to tok over the phone. Damn her la!!!

Din even apologise....sit on my papers!! wa lao ehs!! i feel tt my papers are so unlucky & disgusted lo...her BUTT & my papers!! How NICE!!!

If any unlucky thing happen to me on the 1st dae...she'd be the 1st to get scolding from me!! She can scold & scream at me & yet when i do tt, she sae i dun hav respect 4 her. Lets jus sae, did she ever show me respect?! lke NO!!

After she's done wiv her rattling over the phone, i'm sooooo going to question her lke i've nvr done it before....

No mood for stuff....freakin' pissed off!!

2007-02-06T14:48:00.000+08:00

last nite i went to St Joseph Church....finali found out tt its ard Bugis tt area. i went wiv my frens, met alotta teachers, current students & ex-IJ gals. but none from my own class (sec 3 or sec 4).

yeah!! i've got sum of my teachers' numbers....tt'll be fun! cos we can ask them out for dinner & attend their classes. One of the teachers sae tt we've got to wear uniform & go according to the sch rules...lolz

but..but...my mom give them away....so diaoz rite? not even one left...haiyo!! (shake head)

saw Mrs Low...aiyo, her face sooooo pale. Its so sad. Sigh, poor thing. Saw gayle nerva...hmm...okie, still quite weird & fake.

When i was tapping my card to get out, then sumone tapped my back. tot who man...ahahas...its FARHANA!!! lolx....so funni rite?

It was sweet of her to walk me to my door step....hehes...thnx!!

A prayer for Mrs Low & her family

Holy Mary,
help those in need,
give strength to the weak,
comfort the sorrowful,
pray for God's people,
assist the clergy,
intercede for all people.
Mary all who seek your help
experience your unfailing protection.
Amen.

2007-02-05T11:43:00.000+08:00

i receive a sms from my fren tt 1 of my sec sch teacher's husband died in a sailing accident last nite. The news was reali shocking & i wonder how is she & her family. wanna go for the wake but heard its at St Joseph Church....but the thing is there are 2 of them...so i guess i'm still waiting for information from my frens.

Frens of mine ain't feeling any better, whether izzit sec or poly frens. Hope they are feeling better in a way.

I've gotta apologise to a person...i'm not sure if he's the kinda person who is sensitive & keep things to himself or those reali easy-going ones....well....i said sth wrong...but at tt time his voice din seem to be angry....but after noeing more on his character thru' my other fren...think i'll sae sry to him. I sms him but think he too lazy to reply. Hope tt he forgives me, not tt i sae anything real bad or wad...but apologising is better than not apologising.

Alrite, i'll end off here.
*prayers*

2007-02-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

crap la !!! I hate those pple who steal pple's bra....wtf la!! its not the 1st time alr....damn it la...old ones & new ones(worn onli 1 time) also wan to steal. Damn the person la...hope u will be unlucky foreva. then kena my mom's scolding...ehem...not scold the person who steal kaes...she scold me for wearing it to the chalet then causing the bra being stolen & those stuff ain't cheap.

But hey! its not my fault lo....Grr!!! Tt freakin' shit! F*** la! I'm totali pissed off by tt person...Damn him/her!!

to tt asshole : u're totali out of ur mind! Mind u! I'm not as rich as u think so...u think its cheap to buy them izzit?! If u are so obsessed wiv undergarments, go to those undergarments shop to steal la!!! more varieties 4 u to choose anyway! If i found out who did it....i'll slap u lke i've nvr slap anyone before, i'll use a suction machine to suck ur internal organs out, i'll boil u in hot water !!! I'll disgrace u by exposing u thru' the media!! I'll make sure u hav ur body ripped apart!! I'll use needles to poke u from top to toe till u bleed!!!
U freakin' PERVERT!!!!

I'm pointing middle fingers at u !!! & I dun give a DAMN!!!!

2007-02-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

ok.........lets c.....its been quite a long time since i wrote in my blog...yea...i'm still stuck in year 2006 rite?

ahahas....kk....well....i've done my ICAs...but dun think its a good one, but hope at least i pass than i fail rite? so after my ICAs, our class organise a chalet, i've had alotta fun, reali, we celebrated joy's & boon chye's b'dae! On the 1st dae of chalet - 29/1/2007, not alotta pple came but more, compared to the previous one.

On the 2nd dae, we went shopping !!! i bot a bag which i tot was nice, pretty & cute. Then we came bac to hav BBQ......oh oh, we had a short circuit, think becos we are lke "playing" wiv the switches. My ever 1st time playing mahjiong in the dark, i also duno wads wiv me, keep losing until the last game i played. Cheok & Ogy damn good la, lke keep winning, the gals seems to be losing lo....aiyo.

Then, after i bath, the gals were toking & all, then the guys came in lying on the mattresses....& they started the ghost stories thing....yea....it did freak me out....lolz

Wad?! i scared wad! canot izzit? Everyone hav their own fears, so do I.

Man! y do pple lke to hit my head...vv nice meh? I dun lke leh...aiya...jus dun touch can alr...cos u nvr noe if its too hard anot.

Oh abt todae's event....yeap, i went to east coast park to attend my fren's fren's company "party", cos my fren sae no one accompany her, so i accompany her lo....i had fun !! But stress....those senior or u can sae the head pple of the team are saeing those "encouraging" words which are damn fake la. Basicali tis company is selling health products...& i ask ard & they sae tt they earn $$ thru' commission, no basic salary. I was lke...er.....okie.

I guess it lo....they wan to drag as many pple in the company to work for them. wadeva la...realistic pple....tt's my conclusion. okok....i hav to thank those pple la....i reali hav fun...but hor y those head pple smoke arhs? & they all hav tattoos! lke ah beng lke tt!! but they are nice la....okie la....but jus quite fake though.

I'm still making a conclusion on my fren's fren's character....tis person is nice & fun la, but tis person told my fren to bring as many pple as possible & plus wad happen todae...its does makes me wonder if i can let tis person enter my circle categorised as >frens<, still stuck in btw the trust & not trustworthy line.

itp starting....hope everything is neat!!

Ciaoz !!

show & prove to me tt i can trust u....

>good judgement comes from experience - usually experience comes from poor judgement<

2006-12-31T03:28:00.000+08:00

looking at the time & date now...its the last sae of 2006. Resolutions? the same old stuff i guess, eg> get good grades & blah blah blah. Not planning to make any goals cos i dun reali reach them anyway.

wad shld i sae...wad a year !!

Graduated from my sec sch...can't wait for poly life to start. The type of courses i wana choose...still rmbr, i wana take up psychology or sth to do wiv science...oh well, results are not lke flying colors, so gotta think properly before i make any choices, dun wana waste any of my those >12 positions<>

After gg to the open hse of most of the poly, i wrote down sum courses i wana take up. With the help & advice of my cousins. The SP lecs did help me too...in a way, cos they explain the course to me in patience. wana thank 1 SP male teacher...he teaches in sum science course. i mean all or maybe most poly teachers will try to sorta persuade u to cum to their sch or sth. But this teacher did not. The story starts wiv him explaining the science courses, i wanted to take bio-medical. But cos of my results, i hav a low possibility of getting in. The teacher told me tt if i'm reali keen on studying tis subject, i shld try RP, as the pts for tt course is higher (alot more pts). I was kinda shocked, wow!! Then he also told me not to waste my 12 positions, mus think carefully & mus also hav interest in the course tt i choose. He reali left me a vivid & good impression of him. wish u all the best, sir !!

I filled in the last 9 positions alr...left the 1st 3 courses, duno in which order to put > DMTM, bioengineering & business course - HR.

Business course - dry & can be boring.
Bioengineering - not bad, i lke it, but thinkin' tt if i get in, i may the onli gal in class...so i scared too.
DMTM - consists of biz & marine stuff, at least more fun than biz course & more galfrens. So i guess i'll put it as 1st choice :)

The most bad attitude lec cums from NYP, onli 1 lec (female), was telling me abt sum biz stuff, she's got totali no patience & her tone is bad. was pissed off by her.

Oh, mus sae tt SMA lec who explain to me abt the courses...from wad i rmbr, he kept emphasizing on how much $$$ we'll earn if we choose tis course...i was lke...diaoz. He also cheated my feelings, din tell me nid to get wet, go into the sea & jump from the jetty - lke commiting suicide lo. Din noe till we went to poly marina to look ard & all. Then the botak lec tell us mus do all tt...i was lke...die la !! scared of heights leh -_- stupid lec nvr tell me, if i've known, i won't put it as my 1st choice lo.

The excitement sitting in front of the laptop to find out which poly & which course i'm gg. i was jumpin' ard at home once i got my 1st choice.

Think its the enrolment dae, saw dine dine & her mom. saw wen & her dad. So good sia, i alone lo...sob..sob...went to wad the SP pple sae, to go up to duno wad level to hav a view of the ccas tt SP has. went up, took a paper (camp for sma), sat beside a quiet gal, look at her paper, in fact peeping la, see which sch she's from...hahas. 1st qn tt i asked her was - nid $$ anot? (pointing to the paper). Then she sae duno...hehes, started a conversation wiv her, got to noe her better - xue qing. Then wen so happen to sit beside her, ask qing to ask her which course shes from, cos she wearing a yellow lanyard. Cool man !! she also same course. So we went ard to c & look at the ccas. din join any camps, but ltr, found out tt qing wan to join camps but no one go wiv her...ahahas, i was asking her y din tell me, then she sae cos me & wen dun wan go join camp, besides she's workin' too....lolz

Yeap....all start to fit into sch & forming cliques. Jus so happen our 2 classes are lke either boys or gals cliques...hees
found out i'm the onli gal from gal's sch...weird.
the >SABRINAaaaaa<...aiyo, now thinkin' of it, shivers my spine, not tt i scared la, but sae until vv mushy...can't take it...hahas

then the face turn red incident tt caused misunderstandings & rumors...alamak, i actuali hav pple asking me if i reali lke tt person...i was lke...wth......diaoz lo, onli fren kaes, sumore din tok to him much. Guadually, suddenly hav guys link to me...ehem, not i link one kaes? my frens. Kena pple call me auntie also....tt SR la !! he's the culprit !!!

wana thank claire for organising b'dae surprise for me...was reali touched. Thnx :)

Can u believe it? wad an irony !! due to the sea activites & camp, i started to lke my course. Amazing sia...till now i still can't believe it. 1 thing i hate till now...those IT courses i hav to take. They are driving me crazy, i seriously dun lke anything to do wiv IT, i think i'll nvr understand y pple invented IT for, yea yea, for convenience. But to me, its INCONVENIENCE !! Aiya can pass can alr la...dun ask for much.

Now having my 3 weeks of hols, 2 weeks passed, & i still hav assignments & projects haven finish doing...chicken mcnugget la....zee dan gao (direct translation-chicken egg cake) !!!

wana thank alot of pple...duno where to start, maybe wana thank all my frens. Pple whom i noe & they duno me, pple whom i duno but noe me...hahas - drama mama
wan to thank sec sch teachers - groom me, watch me grow up & taught me alotta stuff >I luv all of u !!< & SP lecs esp - Capt Lee Sang Chiat, sry to call u at such a late time...paiseh :P

to sec sch frens...we mus continue to keep contact kaes ?
to 1 of my clique in sec sch - the dist btw the 4 of us is getting vv far, too far, afraid tt when i c u all, the feeling is diff - lke a hi & bye fren. lost contact wiv 1 of my clique member. The other 2 in CJC. me in poly....its been ard 2 years since we met, in fact we hardly tok. when can we meet up? i duno, all of us are busy wiv ur life & sch. Perhaps we'll meet each other in places we'll nvr imagine. Wad is the 1st qn i'm gonna ask if i meet anyone of u? wad will be my 1st reaction & feelings? will i cry & give u a hug or treat u lke strangers?
sec sch frens - can't describe how much i miss u all, onli able to noe how well u all doin' thru the friendster pics u all put up.

Any other way, wish everyone happy, healthy, a positive mindset, loadsa luck, success, learn to trust, full of luv (dunid to be those bgr), pretty aka handsome, a sense of direction of where one is gg....hav alot...but can't rmbr. As for now, yups...tt's all. Oh Oh - all the best too !!

Think....maybe, tis may be the last post of 2006.
May 2006 grab hold of all the bad luck & troubles & worries & tears & fears...all the bad stuff, make sure no bad stuff is brought into year 2007.

Actuali i still hav alotta stuff to type...but i nid to go slp...cya in 2007 !!!
probably the last *hugs & kisses* i'm giving u all !! So hold on to them cos they are limited edition !! lolz

Ciaoz !! C U IN 2007 !!
>MUACKS<

2006-12-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

lets start wiv yestd. I went out wiv my poly frens 4 dinner on Christmas at plaza sing. I had swensens...we ordered 4 diff kinda dishes...all taste great !! Nice ice-cream too !! The weather was good, at least it din rain. thnx rine 4 the pressie !!

todae i went out wiv my sec frenz....was laughing & toking all the way. Went 2 pepper lunch to hav dinner...actuali the food is okie la, except i din reali lke pepper...good thing the food is not so overly peppery....if not i will be choking to death man !! lolx
sumore sum one looks lke indonesian sia...hahas...okok, i was jus pulling ur leg XD

oh ya !! Ben was cute man, so gentleman & so nice. We 'bully' him he's also fine wiv it...his cheeks are soooooo nice to pinch...he's a great kid. His future gf or wife mus be reali 'xin fu' man, provided he maintain his this kinda character jus lke he is now.

tmrw is an early dae man...but now hav to do hw....ewww

buai buai !!

2006-12-24T23:18:00.000+08:00

oh well...tot christmas will be cool & all....in the end, all was a total mess up. So guess we're having a gals party, well...from the numbers i hav now, it seems tt all are gals while there is onli 1 guy....so maybe we jus go out together as 4 pple. cos its kinda weird to hav all gals & 1 boy...jus weird.

Alrite...we're gg out as 4 sexay babes !! WooHoo !! now the prob is to find sum place where we can hav a quiet & peaceful dinner.

Ciaoz XD

Before i forget.

MERRY X'MAS !!!
GOD BLESS !!

2006-12-22T22:40:00.000+08:00

todae went to alexandra hospital to visit ming yi aka bro, took quite a time walking into those forest areas to reach the information counter, saw his mom & him. He look quite good, smiling & toking crap. He had sum op on his right knee ligament. He shld be discharged tmrw.

hmm....wonder how he gg to bath & to the toilet...so tiring & painful. Well....hope he'll recover soon & fast !!!

This christmas is so boring & busy(sorta), gotta do a/cs stuff...tt totali sucks !! >pui!!<

anyways, i shared cotton candy wiv xue....so yummy & fluffy !! But it hardens quite fast. Cotton candy does brings me bac to childhood. Not tt i ate alotta, but to me, cotton candy = no troubles, simple & happy. xue bought a pair of jeans & i bought a pair of three-quarter jeans, i lke it alot, xue saes it looks nice....but the staff there sucks, bad attitude. I feel so stressful, all the bad & unpleasant faces they show to us was not nice at all.
Conclusion - BAD SERVICE !!! :(

2006-12-20T11:33:00.000+08:00

In the last Sun & yestd i went to tiong bahru to Boys Brigade to help out, it is organised by smac.....oh well, overall its both busy & slack. Throughout these 2 daes, it has been raining lke cats & dogs....grr !! Freezing Cold lke dun wad sia :(

Makes it all so difficult to go out, hav to think wad kinda shoes to wear cos they will get wet....kinda troublesome. Then hav to bring umbrella....aiyo....the sky is kinda naughty recently. okok, about the BB thingy, my department on Sun is to move packets of rice, then yestd was lke a mixture of stuff, moving rice, oil & miscellaneous. Overall, not bad. Oh ya, i gotta comment on the food i ate at the hawker. OMG !! the fried rice i ate is freakin' salty, the uncle mus hav tot tt i nvr eaten salt before, i feel lke i'm eating spoonful of salt. i'm gonna die soon if i continue to eat lke tt.

Yestd during our BB helpout, rine kena by pple....hahas, tot she will defend herself...but surprisingly she din....well...weird? kk, dun make fun of her alr. After our BB thing, me & nana bid good-bye to rine. Then we sat off to ps. Bought reali nice cookies....i mus sae i'm a BIG fan of subway cookies. After tt, we went to carls junior to hav our dinner, the burger is good & is darn big lke duno wad sia, free flow of drinks, & a pack of fries. The salsa sauce is one of my fav too !! But i can't finish my burger...& will prolly not eat fast food these few months or daes or weeks cos i'm too sick of burgers.....scared alr. But tt doesn't mean i will nvr eat burgers in my whole life, jus tt i'll stop burgers gg into my mouth for the time being...lolx
Was laughing & toking lke 2 lil' bitchy gals. I think everyone at carls junior can hear wad we sae & we're indeed making noise pollution.

Who cares man !!

hmm....guess tt's all
Ciaoz
CYA !!

2006-12-16T12:26:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO!!! hahas

Yestd was 1 of the best dae of fun u noe !! i went kayaking with my frens at East Coast Park (ECP) !! Sooooooo fun !!
It all started with gg to poly marina to hav sum lessons, my class had sum launching life-raft revision while the other class had the ropes revision.

I had great fun during lessons, me & nana was hitting barney. 1st time we hit him, the response was "Ah Do! Ah Do! Ah Do!" 2nd time was "Ah Doooooooooooooooooooo!!" hahas, both of us were laughing lke crazy. Then during the practical, capt sahwan told us tt barney lke gals to hit him. We're asking "y?" capt sahwan saes " cos he sae Ah Do, by rite its Ah Doi"...then we're lke...oooohhh, ic...but who cares, we continue to hit him...lolx

Then joy, nana & me hit trey too !! hahas i think sahwan was beside trey, so trey dun dare to hit us back, even if he does so, we'll hit him even harder.

After class, we all went to makan (prata shop), i had 2 plain prata & ice milo, while the others makan bee hoon goreng. Aiyo, joy, wen & qing can't cum :/
to qing-mus tc of urself, aiyo, fall sick...hmm...rest rest rest is all u nid !! :)

Then we bid goodbye to them (hugs & hand movements). The guys were lke giving the kinda expression - wah, dunid so exaggerating. Heard edwin sae, "u're gg to see each other again la"...hahas Qing vv strong sia, hug & shake me...hehes, i was fighting for air sia, u noe la, she tall & i ehem.....lolx

After tt we travel by bus. Oh ya, 4got to sae who went. Guys-jem, trey, ming yi, boon, edwin, leo & vig(mit us at a ltr time). Gals-joo, rine, nana & me !!
[wen, qing & joy were there too(spiritually)] *grinning*

Oh well, of all things i've got "tt thing"...aiyo, spoil all the fun la, so i was still thinking on whether to roller-blade or kayak. Tt stupid trey la !! sae wat !! "put 5 pads"...the gals were lke, omg !!
-_-" u go put it urself la !! diaoz hahas

Me & ming yi was sitting wiv each other listening to mp3, i was sitting in an uncomfortable way, cos was afraid i will lke knock him or sth (bus do jerk alil'). jem was commenting on how stiff i was...hahas

kinda cool gg out wiv my 2 bros, seems lke 1st time gg out wiv them, fun sia !!
It was bad luck when we reached there, Miss Rain decided to make her entrance at ECP. Had to wait 4 her to stop. Then i was thinking, everyone is gg to kayak except me, so i'll be sitting down & looking at them having fun, so i decided to go for it, although i noe its gonna be dirty, but i dun give a damn man !!

KAYAKING, HERE I COME !!!

I chose the turquoise one, thnx joo for letting me hav it, cos she wanted tt colour too. So i sat on the duno wat its called, then edwin helped to pulled me to the sea direction...hahas, fun sia.

So everyone was kayaking on the sea, at 1st was ok, but my strength was vv limited, right hand's battery was still on while left hand died down long ago. rine was encouraging me man !! nice nice XD

Suddenly, Miss Rain decided to appear again. i was lke shit !! I can't see anything, my eyes hurts lke duno wat. All so salty, i can onli hear rine's voice sia. Thnk goodness lightning din appear, maybe missy rain persuaded Mr Lightning not to appear, cos sabrina the teenage witch was there on the sea, if sabrina was gg to be killed by lightning, the witch council is gg to sue Mr Lightning real bad !! hahas
Poor nana, had cramp during rain in the 'middle' of the sea. Jem & trey accompanied her to shore. Hope she's doin fine now.

Phew, missy rain went to take a nap. We're all having fun again. Time's up ! we hav to kayak back to shore. i was lke OMG !!! too tired !! dying!! even rine's encouragement din work...sigh
anyways, still hav to do it.
FINALLY reached shore, being a 1st timer, duno how to stop the damn thing, then the wave jus push me aground. i sorta climbed out clumsily, as i stood up, the stupid wave came & push the boat thing, & it came knocking real hard on both of my legs...OUCH !!

Then, before i can take any action, another wave came & retreat. The retreat part was bad, the wave was dragging my boat away, afraid tt it will go to the sea, without using my brains, i kneeled down crashing my leg bones on it.
BAD BAD BAD !!!! Both my legs hav blue-blacks, 2 bumps was created(1 big, 1 small). Pain lo !! :/ plus 2 dots of blood. Freak!!

Me & rine went to clean up while the others play wiv the sand & water. Walking ard in search of pathetic bathrooms. How nice. In the end, came bac & use the shower thing, i was the longest (as usual)...hahas

The rest went off 1st, leaving ming yi, me & rine. Walk & talk along the way. Then a kid came wiv his bike, asking ming yi qns, tot was jus askin sum evaluation qns or sth. Still rmbred he asked abt his height & age, but once he ask ming yi's shoe size, sth was wrong. But we managed to get rid of him. Thinking of tt kid reali send shivers down my bac, he's jus too weird !! maybe he's too lonely, wana make new frens or sth. Tok alot of stuff along the way, alotta diff topics, but was quite fun. Went to macs, i had my yummy choc sundae !! :P

Took a taxi home with them, rine's 1st, my place then ming yi's. I'll pass u(m.y.) the towel as soon as possible after i wash it la...no wry :D

Supposedly to go online, but was too tired, slept all the way till todae. I think i nid to go up in the gym to work on my fitness or sth, if not i dun think i can kayak for long. Now my sexay shoulders & arms ache, my legs hurts !!! But i'm still keen on gg to kayak the nxt time !! (mus remind myself to bring sun-block, dun wana get tan)

i think tt's all i've gotta sae,
Ciaoz !!
*aching hot bod*
>sttw<

Never be afraid to try sth new...rmbr, amateurs built the ark...professionals built the Titanic....

2006-12-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

Todae makes me go crazy sia, a/c project meeting is cancelled, so after my gems, i went to meet nana & qing to do the engineering test. I'm havin' cramps again, tt's bad. Kinda worried tt i can't go ECP sia...hope i'll feel better. But the onli stuff i can probably do is roller-skating. I'll see 1st la, if i reali canot go ECP, then i'll go hm & rest.

Then rush to T4 to do the engineer thing, then engineer people there...hahas, can ask them qns. But i din ask them la, i ask nana & boon instead. Dun be mistaken, boon wasn't wiv us, we ask him online...muahahas. Thnx boon !!!

Pathetic man, almost everydae 8am start lesson, duno wads wrong wiv the person planning the time-tables, his brain cranky izzit? crazy one la !! 8 in the morning leh, its not lke 10am or wad lo !!! diaoz -_-" I dun lke a single bit of the time-table.

Oh pls, pls, pls, dun give any more project work or individual assignment, cos i'll reali go crazy. i'm imagining myself doin loads of work during the 3 weeks of the holi, or shld i sae having sch at home?

Alritey !!
Ciaoz! XD

3 things never return -- the past, a neglected opportunity, and the spoken word.

2006-12-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

Feeling better now compared to yestd, can't imagine I vomited in sch yestd. My frens were there to care, encourage & support me...so niciee !!! Tot after i vomited i'll be ok. But after i went home, i was lying in bed, dying, then had a bad fever, then feel lke vomiting again. But thnx to my frens cos they accompany me to wait till my dad cums & drive me home. Felt kinda bad tt they have to wait for me.

To mei - hey gal, i noe its quite impossible to forget tt person, but i guess jus let the nature flows? Thinking abt it doesn't help, the op will be successful, its not those dangerous kind, so dun wry kaes?

Todae, was feeling much better, barney-still the same, a funni kid. Cliff was crazy too, cos both cliff & nana were toking. Then the teacher was toking suddenly, they were lke " wait! wait! wait! sae again?! " I was lke saeing " Chill la !! teacher haven even sae anything yet ! " hahas

Sigh....more projects & assignments are cumin' up...gg crazy :$

I'm still having a vv mixed & confused feeling abt my this fren, or shld i sae not as close as before anymore. blah, blah, blah.

Ciaoz !!!

2006-12-09T13:01:00.000+08:00

yestd, i went to poly marina. oh yes, the cameraman was filming us doin our practical...hahas, kinda funni. i reali enjoyed it, although the lec is abit harsh, i understand, cos the cameraman is filming so lec gotta ensure tt everything is gg on fine.

Barney was reali funni, he was using the pipe to wash the bottom of the life-raft then the cameraman was filming him washing it, then after a while, the cameraman walked away, i guess he's done wiv the filming of barney. Then barney suddenly asked " finished filming alr arhs? film sumore leh, then he continued to wash..." The funni thing is tt the cameraman was lke filming barney again...hahas, barney was happi man. All of us laugh at him...hehes

After our pract & lessons, wen, rine & me went to hav our lunch at clementi. dine & joo went to queenstown to buy sth, qing & na went bac campus to do their project work. I had mee pok wiv minced meat & mushrooms...the minced meat & mushrooms are jus not enough...noodles too much alr. Then i went to SP to mit qing & na. Reali got nth to do, so jus tag along. Yeap, met their grp members...hmm...find him quite A-rated...eww

Then went to watch the squash competition & i met a new fren !!! She's a great gal !!

Nowadays, things are jus not right, i duno when it started, jus the feeling......

2006-12-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

reach home...tot can rest....then my mom switch on the tv volume too loud...ask her to lower the volume, she dun wan, instead she switch on the volume even louder. ok....she's gg too far, unreasonable person....wadeva, i can't let her do such unreasonable stuff, not gg to give in, i was always being accused of doin' things tt i din do, shes too much. yea yea...to think i'm in my teens alr, she hit me and its not once. Tt is cos i switch off the volume, u may think its too much. But hey !! My mom switch off the tv alot of times when i was watching halfway & she took the control & change the channels to the ones she wana watch...wth......

Immature $^%fvh)bu676ECF%%fjyfcgcyd@hcytd1$*&^&+ojrtd*`";uqy&#!!!!!
Get off me !! Get lost !!! Totally pissed off by her...grr!!!
she is so freaking irritating, dun tell me try to give in, dun tell me all the stuff...how can i forgive her for all the stuff tt she did?! NO WAY !!!

2006-12-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

I'm having headache these few weeks & it sucks !!
Had blister on my foot too...sigh
But hope everything turns out fine as days pass, hope everyone is feeling alrite & i guess thinking negatively can reali kill. Independent is the word we all nid to learn from, pple can't be surrounding u foreva, its a must to be independent, it'll be difficult but try.
Rmbr, if one is gonna live a life lke tt...others will probably shake their head & walk away...tt poor thing will be rottin' in his/her world.
Say i'm heartless but its a fact...guess we all gotta be realistic.